Moments!!!!!

 To another moemnt of some accident on the other side of the road on your way back home from stadium and it looked bad just still looking at it and that sharp turn of the car you close your eyes and that feeeeeeeel of his hand over your face pulling you the other way just like he used to when you used to check some accident on drive and the waaaay he would hold you face screaming at you that adoooooooorably making you look away!!!!!

And that day when you feeeeeehis hand over your face and that feeeeeeeeeeel that very moment to runnnnnnn to him even not knowing where he was and actually mein you couldn’t but that feeeeeeeel of his hand over your face that very moment to feeeeeeel that you just know meant the world to you !!!!!!

To this other moment when some random guy actually walks past tapping at the front of the car as door se you see white shoe backpack like he used to back then to the gym and the waaaaaay it all felt movie scene like showing you the signs all around kinda vibe……

To this one moment when at the traffic stop on your way to the stadium was the ultimate visual magic in your waking state even writing it now the car stops right before the church before the gym place and suddenly you were right beside him on the left side of the car from your usual spot of right of the car……and you see him the him from today chuckling at you telling you howli with that smile after and then adds abhi bhi aisa dekhti tu gym ko I am here now……like he was laughing at your madness of still watching the gym spot even with him beside you now……..it was beauuuutiful it was absolute level of madness which you are well aware of how why you still donno but the waaaaaay that one visual one moemnt was that strong that strongly real like he was actually there like you were with him right there in that very moment and him pointing out how you were actually seeing that gym spot and missing him in his presence!!!!!

How you still donno!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaa even back then the way he actually did mention something similar like this spotting this really old couple at the gym on your way out with him they were just entering the gym and you were talking something and he abruptly stops you by holding your hand and showing you that couple saying I wanna grow old this way with you still wanting to go to the gym and wanting you to come along like this years after!!!!!

Something’s!!!!!!!!!

Every lil detail bout him every lil thing that he felt lived and made you feel made you love him all the more all over again……and this still happens charlie some moments some music some memory recall and the waaaaaaaaaay it still feels like falling inn love with him for the first time that first time rush that first time feeeeel in the stomach that first time sudden blush just thinking bout em gives you that sudden flushed face in the middle of nowhere just cause you thought bout them it still feeels like that!!!!!!!