When he comes the waaaaaaaaay he came today that strong neeeed wanting all of him away that very moment soon as you realise he wasn’t there after the waking up, to that one rush post to getting in the workout and that feeeeeeeeel today with every move every beat moments with him twerking waaaay back then when it wasn’t even a thing……
In his room doing something or you were watching something he had on his laptop and he gets off checking for some r shirt for you from his wardrobe and he bends down and gets off and watches you check him out from his mirror over the door of the wardrobe and that one adooooooooooorabke childlike smileeeee on him……as he turns raising his eyebrow asking whatsup and you tell him how much you envy his ass in comparison to your big one……and the way he starts to twerk moving and tells you that he loves yours instead and asks if you wanted to switch or something…..
Everytime some track to do with the butt brings this memory along strangely not sure if it’s the track or if it’s his ass that you loooooved the most!!!!!
There’s these lilst things bout him features bout him versions of him that you were loving living adooooooooooring each one away and the more you lived the more you looooooooved and HOW!!!!!!
Today that second you wake up still breathing high and don’t find him that moennt from the track you relive this memory be it yesterday for the haircut like always the waaaaaaaay he is always there and today was heights when you felt him the strongest in some move and it even makes you lose balance and almost trip…
It’s that feeeeeeeeeeel of startinf it all highhhhhhhhhh and that low it hits afyer cause this missing lately is driving you absolutely mad!!!!!!!!
It’s this BIG HUUUUUUYGE missing to see him touch him smell him taste him hold him live him adooooooore him love him like it’s toooo many wants and needs that your mind keeps reliving over n over again……
Even now as you write out what and how it felt today this lowwwwwwwww it’s landed you in nahiiiiiiii horaaaa charlie!!!!!!!!!
It’s soooooo tooooooo much missing aaj tho!!!!!!
Waaaay just tooooo much!!!!!!!!!
Like it even shows in post workout pics Himhighddddddddd to lowwww!!!!!
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