A love like that!!!!!

 On your way there too there was this state of mind of different beautiful feels charlie!!!!!

When there’s so much heartbreak relationship marriage break all around you you hear these stories from people around how they were treated and stuff and this one feeeeeeeel of him you are so so filled with……

Of having loved him most importantly loved by him in a time like that one too where there was no WhatsApp or any of these fancy things Internet lifestyle like these nothing at all……it was a time of listening to Bollywood chillar somgs at home on tv in the evenings and sometimes he wouldn’t call or tell you he was coming come home stay outside and listen to your music choices and then call you singing away the same song and you run to the dooor knowing he was right outside and him that adooooooorabky chuckling away looking at you and singing the song along as it was playing…….to those late nights of sneaking over your terrace with no chat options back then or seeing him over Skype and he would just come by after a call of too much missing and the waaaaaaaaaay he looked all things LOVE adoooooorabke sleepy eyes sleep written all over his body too with those tiniest chaddis messy hair and him for the first time when in those chaddis looking at you tells you change nai Kara mein and tries to pull it a lil lower and you nod asking him not to……as he sits down pulls you closer and sleeps on your lap and you tell him how he had sexier legs unlike yours…….and that feeeeeewwweeeel of him when he would just hold your leg closer to him like holding all of you trying to sleep on your lap……

And sometimes it used to be those almost opera moments there but when him being sleepy it was just him holding you wanting to sleep on your lap and sleep talking telling you you are my mommy only my mommy holding you closer…..

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this heart lives that biggest sigh possible right just reliving him from that exact moment he was right here on this lap running your fingers through his hair feeling his face away sniffing the scent of his hair away and just living that LOVE of yours like ultimate LOVE I swear!!!!!!

Every inch of him every sound of him including his hummi every to any detail of him ABSOLUTE LOVE!!!!!!!