Moments!!!!!

 With Ramzan now the early shift has started and you had to rush to work today early but that one feeeel last night!!!

When you had his music on play watching oscars replay and that one visual of best editor award bit and the way the backdrop of it was these frames lined up like it’s in edit mode…

And that very rush of his words seeing that second or third picture he clicks of you and the waaaaay smiling looking at it he says he is going to make this frame by frame thing of pictures of yours one for each moment lived and have a roll kinda thing soon……from smallest of moments to the biggest of one’s!!!!!!

That one rush of it all right from the start of it all and in some moments you realise this change the way the visual almost was blurry like it was fading as it’s been that long having lived him for real kinda vibe…….and that feeeeeeeeeel it leaves you with!!!!!!

Imagine the one thing person place anything at all that you have loved the most in your life starts to fade the visual of it starts to fade…

That one realisation and the waaaayit hits you was to another level!!!!!!

And that wait in you to live him that very moment for real like sleeping sleeping you think you were self talking and asking him to come for sure like right beside or over you kinda self sleep talk!!!!!

Cause that’s how BAD you missed him last night…

No dream waking up and knowing it was an early day at work kinda thing but that need to just feeeeeeeel him somehow Kaise bhi Karke today for sure…

And you get in the workout instead summer already you can feel it but that one moode mode it lands you in suddenly there’s that much rush of him in you breathing moving slow and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him as you try another flow as you lay this one strong visual of him from opera when he would take that moemnt of looking you in the eye just before getting over to your side it was like that very moment he was there cause the visual of him from opera was the him from today……..

And the way it shakes you up open your eyes and realise what just happened akele akele happy smiling moving away his breath against your skin that move of his hand over and around you it’s that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him all over and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaays it was making you feeel away is beyond logics!!!!!!

Any logic applicable what do ever beyond just beyond!!!!!!

From that lostness to this much him suddenly!!!!!!!!

Writing it out now this rush of goosebumps cause that’s how strongly you felt him apart from his usual touches and feels around when working flows and himversions…

Today it’s a mixed vibe still wondering bout the fading and now wanting to live that moemnt for real now…

This missing lately and you make it that beauuuutifully worse playing his enriqur and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him the eaaaaays it comes along his visuals his that one stare his touch scent of him to his string grip over your arm……..

How like HOW!!!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaay he does away things to your mind now body and soul I say!!!!!!!!!!