HOW!!!!!!

 How do things like these even happen when he comes like THIS and actually leaves that mark of his presence on your skin exactly in that spot where he held you that way even after the waking up!!!!!

How could this be normal how could this even be possible!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays he comes in that moemnt grabs you by your wrist as you were getting up to do something or something it was and the way he holds you and pulls you closer and you fall off the bed hitting your head that bad!!!!!

And that self talk mode soon as you realise what just happened kidhar girne ka kidhar giri nai like in your head you were going closer to him or falling on him the waaaaay he pulls you by your wrist but instead fall off the bed…..

Head still hurts this beautiful mark of him over your wrist still there……how still doesn’t make any sense!!!!!

But that meeed to get in the workout and then to feeeeeeeeeeel him again like this!!!!!!!!

It’s just beautiful gorgeous madness I say this mind right now this much him feeeels right now rushing through you!!!!!!

Like to literally feel his lips ovee can’t write want to write this one dilemma I say to feeeeel him that strongly that makes you shiver wilts doing some flow and that feeeeeeeel on the inside face all red cause that’s how strongly you felt him in that moemnt for few mins that constant feeeeel of him all over the back and that second you get off and check your back and that one memory recall from his Dd space…….

Get off getting on something and you had your back facing towards him and a lil side turn to check what he was at cause it was pin drop silence as seconds back he still talking something and the way he was just looking at you peeche and turn and him stilllooning you in the eye without a word and you go closer back to him sit the same way and the way he just touches one spot saying you have a mole here…….and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeel the waaaaaay his voice sounds the way he just touches feels it that feeeeeeeeeel be it back then or right now as you relive again now and write cause until he tells you that you didn’t even know you had one……

Today to feel him right there same spot and that Ned to check what were you that strongly feeeeelinf away the way it felt his lips then and see the spot and that very instance that rush of this moment with him…..

Last night too there was mud to write and galti se you slept off to actually living him THAT way again and this feeeeeeeeels now after moments post workout!!!!!!

Like how much missing actual mein is too much missing when it comes true after all this missing for real……

Like when like how!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooooo many moments so many wishes soooooooooo toooooo many dreams and moments to be lived!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this mind right now from happppy himhighddddd earlier to wild himhghddddddddddddd now!!!!!!!!!