Saturday 11 February 2023

Kaisi ye raat hai…!

 This mind now suddenly!!!!!!!!

These sudden rush of missings I say ekdum se!!!!!!!

Moments!!!!!

That moment when you set the chudi of the chudidar on the model in a precise way she tells you how she never knew that’s how you are susspised to wear the chudi as and you just start off still adjusting u didn’t know either he used to do the same on me and suddenly realise you actually said it out loud instead of living that feeeel on the inside…

She doesn’t say anything that awkward moment of silence and then asks you where is he now and you just walk out for a bit again fone ka universal bahana…

But the way that moemnt left you with that beauuuuuty of him pulling down your chudi literally that extent that it slips off your waist almost just so he could adjust the chudi at the end with the gatherings precisely at the end of the leg and then checks it out adoooooraby still sounding adooooooooorably mad at you terku chudi pehnna bhi nai ata karely kaisi hai re tu…….and you standing there hoping the chudidar doesn’t fall off and that lost in that beauuuuuuuty of him!!!!!!!

To this morning with niladri start!!!!!!

The way the sound of niladri brings the many versions of him along…

The first time was his call from the concert with that much sound at the back and he keeps saying I love you karely I love you so much and just repeats it over n over again it was only later the way he talks bout how niladri was something his sister loved pehle but that day at the concert he missed you and along with it it made him realise how much he loved you cause the way the sound made him miss you made him realise his love for you the way he goes on n on about karely I just felt your love felt the way you love me how much I’m in love with you it was just something else……the way he was talking bout his experience at opera for the music something that you relive over n over again everytime you listen to niladri……

It’s these moments suddenly they can make you feel how truly lucky you did get in life people sometimes spend all of their lives in search of that one true love that you prolly read or watch bout you just got that THAT lucky in life to be able to live it for real and in someone as beauuuuuuuuutiful as Him!!!!!


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