Despite the odds!!!!

 There are things that you tend to forget ignore or just lose track of and then there is this whole world of him that you’ve been living for years now and it’s only been growing moment after moment with each passing year and strangely almost madly despite of all the odds there is this strong sense of something that rushes through you for him with him when it comes to things days to do with him it’s something that beautifully and strongly inexplicable like you can’t reason out or define our in world or with logics…

It’s just there and been growing over the years now !!

How what why you still got no clue of but the waaaaay he has been coming over even be ur in the dreams it’s the feeeel sense of his love still for you that he brings along shows you tells you sometimes even with those whispers like telling you literally he still loved you showing you moments that are of future living moments of future just when you lose that sense of hope……

It’s the series of dreams lately more so and the way it leaves you with every morning smiling living it away reliving it away through your day like it was for real like he was for real and you actual mein met him that very morning like actual meing woke up with and to him like you actual mein lived that moemnt for real…it’s beautifully strange and yet that world of yours still there and with days like these like the valentines morning you know what and how you felt him in the dream to that moemnt of waking up and looking for him for the longest time ever cause that’s how real he was that morning like you could literally feel that sense of him even after waking up that made you look for him get back to senses took longer than ever it did before!!!!

To this day today living it reliving it backwards and reliving another most beauuuuuutiful version of him and his way of love makes you reminds you why it’s always been him…all this while it had to be him!!!!!!!!!