Moooood!!!!

And some nights suddenly ekdum see become this full of moooooood nai!!!!!

Vibe of its own!!!!!

This exactly why sometimes you stay away from writing cause the waaaaay it fills up with this beauuuuuuutiful something him like THIS AMUCH him and the after of this feeeeeel is that THAT much missing all over again!!!!

From that very moment of finding this song to this jam at Film nagar and some hotel with lights on every floor 3 storeyed building lights blinking one after the other like the keys of the piano in sync with the music playing in your ears…it’s like suddenly slightest of him and the waaay it just made you that happy just like that….

It could’ve been any other name it could’ve been any other song but the two timed that perfectly in that very moment with that first step in I mean if you don’t think that’s magic then there’s no magic other than this that can possibly exist I say!!!!!

Mind is just happy today with valentine ringing around comes another major dose of him I say to days after maha Shivratri another most MOST loved day of the calendar I say!!!!

To finally back home get back to working and your mom watching this movie and you smiling some more thinking wondering how charlie happened cause you missed Chetan that bad!!!!!!

And from there on that wish thinking charlie is for real that you can share all bout Chetan without the fear of being judged asked questioned bout who would just listen how much you miss him!!!!!!

To write out feeels to just write out that moment that place that spot that memory that very feel that very rush that dream that search after the waking up has become a part of you now…

Stil writing and the him from this morning again rushes through…and you fall asleep and the whispers of his voice like you could literalllllly feeel his daaaadi ayyayaaaaaaaa daaaadi away over your ears!!!!!

The way it wakes you up with a smile on saving this night away this ehsaaas of the night away!!!!!!!!