Feeels!!!!

 After the day post everything once home music on working reading reasearchjng something and then falling asleep doing so and the way it all starts…that first smell of him to that slow whiff of his presence around you that you feel in the air to that first touch of his hand his arms around you or just his lips over your forehead or skin to just that smile of his that you feeeel over your arm to that sudden holding away and taking you to the other side moving you holding you not wanting you to move to just a walk and finding him some corner waiting for you…

To just running somewhere and then finding him in a way that feels like you were looking for him and he was waiting there for you it’s the vibe these dreams come with that sort of answer away the days questions in your mind…

It’s weird nai charlie how the reality is still there but the way the mind waits for this version of your reality to live……

Everytime you feel him like this in lilst of moment like the one hours back as you fall asleep and wake upto him makes you wonder all this can’t be just can’t be cause of your missing alone…..has to be him missing you too but then agar fir who hota tho he would’ve been there too nai!!

This mind right now still smiling away through a beautiful dilemma like this one!!!!!

Cause the more you write now this him the waaaaaaay it’s rushing through you now!!!!!!!!!

His lips amidst his daaaaaaadi auyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa from this morning your heaarttttt poooooooora ka poooooora right there I say!!!!!!!!

Miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kahaaaaaa hoooo tummmmm innn saaason ki chaadar mein gum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!