Write me…

 This kinda thing never happened before this kinda moment never before in a dream……

It’s these tracks you sleep to cause that’s how HOW bad the  missing got yesterday…this one moment laying over somewhere with these lil lavender tones lilst blooms around and you try to sniff them away cause generally wild flowers aren’t fragrant or scented and you try to sniff wondering if it was the actual lavender !!!!and this rustle sound of the leaves a lil away from where you were at…

Look up as you were tummy side sleeping over and there he was sitting that close to you looking gooooooooorgeous in a navy very wide unbuttoned shit softest fabric possible cause of the way it was falling against him in khaki chaddis…first very question how come I couldn’t smell your presence and the way it makes him chuckle away that loudly suddenly and the waaaaaaaaay he looks that adooooooooooorable in the moemnt charlie ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa he is I swear said before can say it over a zillion more times he is mera pooooooooora ka pooooooooooora heart right there one poooora just like that!!!!!!!!

Doesn’t say a word that one look same look in his eyes as he just looks at you and in ishaara asks you to do something don’t get it first and does again nodding his head away tells you chal write me…and you still lost in that moment the waaaaaaaay he looks that beauuuuuutoful sunlight falling over peeche se him looking at you the way he always does used to that lil almost smile does that ishaara again and you look down for the diary or book and up again to tell him there was no book and there was no him suddenly…….and you wake up!!

It was early hours of the morning that THAT ONE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEL charlie I swear !!!!!!!!

That sound of his chuckle still could hear that one look the waaaaaaay he just looked that beauuuuutiful it’s that one halo he walks around with I swear!!!!!!

Play some song again back to sleep and this pne feeeel over your neck try to switch side and you feel it again same side over move try to shake it off and you feel it again eyes closed try to smell around and there he was it was him his signature way of saying I missed u like he used to do that and then say it……..the way it was much stronger the feel the teeth this time wakes you up and another feeeeeeel you land back in!!!!!!!

Waking up today with tooo many feeels to landing in many more post workout!!

It’s mind wander kinda morning start already!!!!!!!

Getting back to routine again hopefully this time!!!!!!

It’s all deeeeeling beautifully ajeeb charlie somehow!! Donno why donno how !!!!!

Just beautifully ajeeb…!