Dreamtalks!!

 These conversations with him his whispers him reassuring you making you literally move wake up and feel his love for you to that very moment when he mentions about tu ye pehle bhi boli when you talk bout him coming over with an alarm set…..

And it did happen for real post bup meets when one morning he insist on your face being the first one he had to see just like he used to back then and once there post moments and stuff he mentions about having to rush somewhere and you get off saying ya right timer laga ke milo tum or something and the way he holds onto your waist and holds you closer with his head over your tummy nodding away asking you not to leave it’s these beauuuuuutiful transitions of his charlie always…..like a min ago a rush of moments to that moment the way him holding his touch his face over you felt like that of a child him nodding away holding you closer not wanting you to move and you couldn’t say a word more…the way he just held onto you that way and you finally mention Acha will go and this time he doesn’t let you move an inch away from him………

Just donno what or why even with all that love be it his side or yours and yet!!!!!!

To this very day doing it his way without water or food and later put with his family for name is khan……everybody busy getting ready and daadi was taking the longest and you were still there in the main room downstairs and suddenly comes running from uo and holds your hand and takes you out…..into his lawn and makes yih sit over one side of the lawn and shows you places around saying that’s luckys corner for poop this is my corner when I just need to be and suddenly looks up saying how beautiful the sky looked and then looks at you and pulls you closer like literally pulls you with one hand and adds I have never been out like this sitting down like this with anybody before here……

Like that moemnt to share it with you to just be that way with you there meant that much to him……

It’s when you see the love in someone charlie and know realise that’s how much you are really loved it in a way makes you believe it’s going to be that way forever like you will have more moments like those the way he adds he wants to spend more moments like these same place more often it’s like you will to just feeeeeeling that much love like visually living that love that’s waaaaay beyond and much much more than just a I love you was LIFE!!!!!!!

Even writing and reliving it now this one feeeeeeeeel it suddenly fills you away with kya likhna tha and from where to where only it went away!!!!!