Friday 14 July 2023

Visuals n mood!!!!!

 Some visuals just like that fall that in sync with the waking up!!!!!!

Blah mood continues and then there are these waaaaaays he comes struuuuungs the heart away I say!!!!!!

Wake up again yet another morning looking for him till it really hits you it was a dream…like you actually got off the bed looking for him not just looking to your side tak…to finding yet another song mid workout listening to nas this song plays as an advert lyrics don’t understand as it was Tamil but the viiibe of some songs and the way it brings him along in every way possible right from the very start!!!!!!

Mind zones out for a bit and then get back at it with that vibe still lingering around to post workout moment……same position and this one track you finally find as you close your eyes him and the smoke magic…

His face comes out of the smoke eyes looking that beauuuutifully high and that same high shy smile of his from Versova to the other one being over Skype him working his smoke ring magic with that one look all over his face!!!!!

Like you just pause evrythung away and just live that visual away over n over like the mind was loooooving it away that much!!!!   

Every detail of him charlie, mera poora heart!!!!!!!!!

Lilst of anything him too!!!!!!

Finding doing working your best to find that peace of mind again…!

Taking longer than usual this time!!!!

Like you know when you try to take a post workout pic and you just couldn’t even for the record sake of it!!!!!

Nahh bolke shut it off!!!!   

Mind I tell you way of it’s own sometimes!!!!!

That’s how lost!!!!!!!!!!!

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