Sundaze…

 It’s been a pretty chilled day with finally sitting down to watching scarface and that one line every time you come across eyes never lie chico!!!!!!

The way it every single time brings his stare along the waaaaaaaay his eyes used to light up charlie there was something that magically beautiful the way he would look you in the eye smile that way for a second and you see his eyes transform that very second……like you can never write out the exact vibe of his stare cause that’s how different magical it always used to be…it wasn’t a first time thing like that was standard in his stare the first time he sees you take his time to look you in the eye hold that way for a moment and you can feeeel that shift in you in ihim like you exchanged something that beauuuuuuuutifully beyond words in that small fraction of a strong moemnt…

To finally apppying that mehendi on your own hand creating a mess out of it cause your mom was after you the season thing!!!!!!

To finally getting out with that intention of showing your face but the waaaaaaay that one moment of his rainy drive back home stays with you….cause your mind was constantly wandering off to those moments of reliving him drive and you were trying to picture him from that moment his hands the gorgeous hair on his palm his slouched way of sitting over the seat that sexily the sound of music the visual of the rain the whole vibe of that moemnt and the waaaaay it strangely only multiplied the missing rush through you by a father of godzillionth times I say!!!!!

Like even writing now and reliving that moment ayyyaaaaaaaaa the waaaays the yeaaaaars you’ve missed him with that one face in the world for you I swedar!!!!!!!!!!