moments to moennts!!!!!

 It's like you look for places now where you can live moennts of him to feel him live him away!!!!!

It's this missing now charlie knowing things like you look for how else can you live him away cause no matter how much ever you deny accepting the fact ther always that wait of a someday at the back of your mind all these years maybe this year maybe this day like it always was there even after his chat too strangely!!

But now it all feels Ajeeb somehow also why you skip the post workout moennts just so you can somehow hood your mind and then again good looking for him in places hopjgn to find him there!!!!!

As weird and crazy as this sounds this has exactly been happening lately!!

To this moment yesterday where you almost heard him or something it was and the way it felt you just had to delete him from whatdpqpp not because you wanted to cause some words of his from chat rush through along and you stay away!!!!!

Not sure why everytime you did this it always felt this string wrong donno why!!!!!

How do you not miss this much away and then some words again never love somebody too much it makes them love you less...

And you somehow never believed in that cause that's not how he loved charlie like him loving you belivng in loving you that strongly had you love him...and how!!!!!

Sometimes the ways the mind goes back to his conversations back then like he always knew right from the very start that you would be with him and love him right from the start!!!

Whet his friend back then used to tell him that there were 50 50 chances of you saying a yes to him but he always knew that for sure that you will be with him...!

Something's you write and this feeeeeeeep now!!!!!!!!