Words!!

 Finding that bit of comfort in words, strange I tell you are the ways of the heart…

Not sure if it makes it better or it just elevated the missing levels all the more!!

Donno why or how but the way it just feeels all different this very moment…this THIS missing today!!!!!!

Everytime you read words like these from his chats and this feeeeeel every single time almost there almost there and then…………..!

Still wondering why did you have his name as ChipJo back then again one of those zillion nicknames your heart n mind made for him in his absence…

Thinking of it now you always felt this missed this knowing the logic of what getting drunk does to your mind and heart bringing out the truest deepest of feelings and sets it free…

And why how did that call never happened where years back you remember you actually did and he actually thanked you for doing that calling him up out of nowhere like in that very second he actually was missing talking to you hearing your voice in that very moment…like he had that much to tell you and the next second asks you if you were okay cause you never directly called him ever…….

To that question of his bout why you didn’t wish him on his birthday back then even in his absence you made sure to wish him over email every year it was only much after when he mentions not to mail him again you stop that!!!

To just read now how much it did mean to him even be it through mail!!!!!!!!!

Something’s!!!!!!!!!!!!

What’s this night even!!!!!!!!