It’s this vibeeee some days and moments can have on you nai!!!!!
His words be it in the recent chat reads like till morning hours was your time with him still talking to you kinda vibe…the Skype chat recalls the moments with him at his Dd space going through his bachoan ka notebook on his desk his guitar his jimjam biscuit dabba banana chips ka dabba his love for dairy milk and the wasaaay it always used to make you feel he hasn’t changed a bit not even the slightest and be grateful for it!!!!!
Only now realising the chat time how long it’s been since you last spoke or heard a word from him it’s all sinking differently now!!!!!!
Like a realisation u were refusing to accept all this while strangely feels weirder writing out now…….
And last night there was that much to write and with the summer heat the hectic schedule and plus to top that him highfddd with that intense workout yesterday you passed out again skipping dinner away!!
The first thing in the morning waking up with that feeeel of not having seen him felt weirder…….having coffee now and the waaaay the mind kept going back to his talks from his Dd space and on Skype too telling you warning you making sure you were safe with kids around too kept rushing through you…
He truly absolutely and whole fully loved you and HOW!!!!!
Even post bup having told you that just once at Versova but the waaaay his actions definitely spoke louder than his words like always…!
It’s a mixed vibe today hoping it gets better through the day…
Heart is that full of too many things him at once!!!!!!
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