THIS!!!!!

Trying logging back in for past one hour cause you just had to write out this one before it goes!!!!!

Again not sure how why what but this realisation in sync what you’ve been feeling already!!

Like it’s all coming together feeling the same again all over again in the best way possible…

Cause be it that moemnt of going out for the movie with your mom and a friend and straight to the parking lot after very long cause mom needed the lift directly and as you get off and the waaaaaay the security check you just stand there looking at the box there men standing there for checks as it’s excluded for women and not a single one and then there’s this one white shirt guy comes over and you leave your mom everything and just stand there looking at that guy over the box with the back towards you and the way raises the arm naaaah not him and that feeeeeel that neeeeed to shut your eyes then n there to relive him and that beauuuuuuty of him the waaaaaaay he would raise his arms widest possible with his head up like just bout to take that flight the MOST GORGEOUS bird in human form EVER!!!!!!

And somebody just grabs your arm pulling to the side and screams watch it and some car breaks that close and loud towards you cause until then you couldn’t hear a sound nothing that’s how lost you were in that moment reliving him from back then….

Him out from some movie and then these guys used to hand out some pamphlets to people coming outside and you were just walking out looking at him saying something like he was saying something and you just looking at him without looking at the front and the waaaaaay he that adooooooooooorably screams at you and pulls your arm back like holding you back and screams at the guy as you look in the front and the guy was that close to your body…….and one look back at him still mad at the guy and you smiiiiiling away looking at him still holding your hand being mad at you too…

Like from there to in the lift he still was mad mumbling away slowly dekhke kyu nai chalte ki he was almost going to touch you in the wrong place he was that close to you and stuff but still holding your hand that close to him….and when out still holding hand and just stop outside and look down showing him how he had his hand tightly holding yours and look up at him again and smile away and the waaaaaaaay he would shy away calling you howli as him being that way too made you happy away and how!!!!!

It was like the almost same exact moment after having relived him in the most gorgeous of his many forms!!

To passing by many places and finally crossing that one spot and you notice melting moemnts his ice cream place was back again in the same exact spot it was a smaller one though but in the exact space it was back and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one khushi I swear……

If it wasn’t for the max mad traffic today you would’ve looooved to go there today only…

Ayyyaaaaaaaa some days I swear to that moemnt of being in the lift of gvk next and that feeeeeel every single time him standing at the corner and the waaaaaaay he made his way to you closer to you even being that crowded and shields you away with all him that you could seee feeeo live some moemnts and the waaaaaaays they can make you feel every single time is beyond any logic what so ever…