When it shows…!

 First the day today evening rather!!!!!!

It’s beautiful when you know one thing on the inside that it’s just you alone that knows it and then there’s another thing when it’s that evident on the outside too like people around can that clearly notice that sudden shift in you!!!!!!!

Out today for some usual restock of things shopping wise and later through the day this friend drops over for a day in Hyderabad and joins you mom and manager along in the evening food and stuff and then at the Bombay famous Haji Ali juice centre your mom likes and there waiting in the car for the order to arrive…..

Chit chatting and this car stops right beside yours and windows down the song of all songs that starts to play was his lucky ali tere mere saath and that very instance that one rushhhhhhhhhh of him that runs through you and they joke bout how it suddenly lit up your face and ask the guy to volume up and stuff and the guy asks who the person was that still liked lucky ali and you get off on the other side and put his playlist on……it’s beautiful in the evenings with the tree around and this rush of him ever since the waking up today……

It’s this thing charlie of missing him in places too when in specific places that you that bad wanted to be with him at and this is also one of those places on the list that you reallllllly miss him most at…….

It’s this thing how you can’t just cannot be okay normal on the outside when anything him touches you away out of nowhere and this one hit you the strongest cause it was his music and your song with him apart from kitni haseen zindagi one and that very moment the waaaaaaaaay it just made you that happy away that one beauuuuuuutoful rush of all him rushing through you which they did notice too cause everytime this shift of him touches you it just leaves you transformed not just on the inside but on the outside too…

They come over with the falooda asking away how you instantly change like you were talking something to your mom and you suddenly stopped right there and your face down with evrythung on your face transformed just listening to it it just makes you feeeeeel beyond!!!!!!!

Like you know that’s how much of him you become in a moemnt soon as something him gently touches you away…!

How why what you still donno but this sheeeer beauty of some moemnts is beyond logics I swear!!!!!!!