It was that feeeeeeeel charlie from that distance to finalllly holding him to know he was there for real and then to move a lil away as he moves a lil away to live your details the way he would just wait for you to chummi instead of him doing it and it always used to start from his forehead his mono noseee his cheeks everywhere his face to the way he would suddenly hold your face and finally chummi you away!!!!!!
Not sure if it’s the sound of this music or just the mind today ever since the dream this morning just wanting to live it out write it out and relive him as you do…
To just live him charlie like you never could live love any other face again cause nothing else made you feel this way nothing else!!!!!!!
It’s him all of him his voice his eyes that sense of him his movements the way he is anythung to everything he does the sound of his scream the sound of his chuckles the sound of his sleep talk the sound of his snores the sound of him faking anger the way he used to walk cyckle dance around that enthu face when searching for some movie that over enthu face when watching a movie his shoulder shrugs when watching a movie his winks from a distance like suddenly would look at you wink at you and then chuckle away over your reaction!!!!!!!
To love has always always been him to feel love live love understand and know love has been him……..
Even writing it now his space soon as you enter his bicycle at the right around chappals straight was his editing and writing space over the floor his edit setup over another table left kitchen right you take straight was the washroom and left from there was his room…
U forgot a client meet on Saturday important one and visuals of him his spaces this clear as you suddenly realise as you write now……….
Never did you ever think for once back then at his space in that meet after that meet it would be this long bolke…….!
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