It’s in moemnts when you been missing him this bad lately and then to find those most loved circles over as and when you can sneak her fone which you do most often now have been updates about his work his first video reaching a million and you call for pasteries have a lil celebration first question form her what are we celebrating and your mind screams Him…
Just smile and go on with the day it’s like every single time those moments with him his words living his dream in his words and dreaming it with him wishing it with him with that someday and now after years these achievements you know what they mean to him and to you it means the world cause THEY HAVE HIS HANDS ON THEM like the ultimate level of Khushi it brings the second you see any bits of his work and this wait for the final video to come out…….
It in a strangest beauutofully ironic of ways reminds you of his Bangalore day his jute cottage edit time like almost every day other you remember asking him when do I see it when will it release will it be over tv too cause back then your iq or basic knowledge was on O iq maybe still is same but yaaa with no sense what do ever about it but there was that Khushi ayyaaaaaa his work bolke to see it to know this is what his work is about and these bits today bring those days along brings that beauuuutiful wait along somehow…
Again one of those things that’s beyond logics nai why or how!!
Biggest fan of his charlie like ever anythung to do with him with this sense of missing just touching his face his cheeks that comes along with this track his skin his daaaadi his eyes as they blink more when you feel em it’s these lilst details that used to make you feel come alive that sense of his presence that used to make sense more than anything else in the world like bas yahi hai this is it….this is where you wanna be this is how you wanna be this one visual living him soon as you enter his Dd space this very clear that meet soon as you enter the way his face used to fataaaaak se lit up charlie like suddenly there’s that bulb that hit a on on him and he would take a few steps back and that one smile a lil more cause he could sense that suddenly made you restless him a moving a lil back n away and then stand there live you and that beautiful restlessness in you to just hold him only after a few mins one lil step towards you and you take few more to that one rush to Finnnaaaaaaly hold him away something’s you write and this deeeeeeeep sigh everything inside you lives breathes this very moment as you write!!!!!!!!!!
Howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear charlie it only he had the slightest idea bhi how much how much he is missed!!!!!!!!!!!
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