HIM!!!!!!!!

 It’s these moments charlie out of nowhere and the way they work like magic cause that’s how in sync they are in…

Like some dream of his the other night where all he does was talk to you something that you don’t rewmeber after waking up first at some restaurant and then you take him out to some street side something and you just watch him talk and you eat cause you couldn’t see him upclose with the table in between and that moment he was right next beside you and you could watch him live his details as he talks smiles frowns and then creams out your name realising you were that lost in him…and you wake up with those visuals of him and just miss him that baaaaad in that very way and first thing is head to Tibbs have frankie to just keep that mkennt fill that moment and missing aaay!!!!!!

To the other day this text from your manager sharing this image of some message on your business page with Chetan name and 86 beside asking if it was the same Him and when you don’t reply anything she gets it……but some moments nai leave you with that sigh of HOW I WISH!!!!!!

Cause the initial hit of his name popping up was something else only to realise it was somebody else…

To this other moment when standing and waiting for Venky to get the car out from the parking lot to the mall entrance the manager comments on types of auto conversation from one thing to the other and the second you start off by saying there are types of auto the older ones are much closer and the newer ones have wide space and that very moment soon after you say it you realise it was his exact words from back then at the gym…

At the gym and he had to leave his car at the service centre and decides to drop you home from auto bhi and as you wait for it a new one comes over and he doesn’t even ask anything and asks to skip it and waits more you don’t get it cause this was almost love a day or two before realising it was love kinda time……

And this really old slow one slows down and he fataaak se stops it and takes that one instead…..soon as you get in with him and he starts off!!!!!!

Like by then you for sure knew by his face he definitely had some theory going on in that adoooooooorable mind of his cause the waaaaaay he was just smiling through…

See this is much smaller like these old ones are much smaller space wise this way you are more closer beside me and then would add aorry that wasn’t me that was the razaakh commenting over it……it was only after love he actually shared that lilst moment bhi with you…

Like talking bout it over another similar day with his car at the garage and still sitting in it he talks bout remember that auto ride as this space in the car is still you being far from me that was the first time I felt you that closest to me and knew could feel it in the old style autos than the new one……

It was that looooooove of his charlie the waaaaay he would remember lilst of moemnts with you and then that beautiful need to share it with you after……..like sharing how much he missed you with you soon after it was love, still is actually thinking living it now much more than you intended to initially!!!!!!!!!!

From not knowing what love actually is all bout to loving living him this way in lilst of moments places words and songs!!!!!!!

Howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you were missed again and how !!!!!!!!!! If you only knew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!