THIS feeeeeel!!!!!

 It’s this transition that you are expereiecing right now that you didn’t expect would be this extreme !!!!!!

It’s like what to what and like always all it took was something anything Him…

This weekend was terrible at a friends place to chill and stuff and only after you were there you realise her dog was really sick like it still was ok as it just lay there over your leg all those hours you were there for……once home and you see and realise your face was that bad swollen mainly the eyes over and under and with red rash all around so that had to rush to the doc today to check on it someone your manager recommended and it truend out some sick dog allergy pollen kinda thing nothing major but as you wait there for the results she takes your fone to get in touch with the model and the packaging guy and leaves her fone right beside you…

Lately it hasn’t been of any interest you look around and see this board that says obstetrician and that one smile ting boljeeee cause there he was like everytime he would come across that one word he would stop everything else and ask you to spell it out and just watch your lip movement as you spell it and imitate your face doing the same……like his face in that very moment is all you could see and the waaaaaay it just suddenly made you happy just reliving his face from that moment and you take her fone to just check and there he was baaaaaaacccccxxxkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa it suddenly woooooooosh bolkeeeeeee pumped back the something in you life like happiness like him high like sugar rush like like something you really can’t explain with just one term or expression!!!!!!! 

Cause it was after really long and suddenly it all made sense again how is it even connected you doonnnnooo but somethjngs nai charlie are beyond you and the logics!!!!!!!

Especially the waaaay waaaaaaays something someone can make you feel away like an instant rush of life rushing through you…! Just like that!!!!!