Becoming Him…!

 This is something you didn’t decide to intentionally like this you want to copy off him like this habit to inculcate or something but as with time you eventually grew more in love with him with each passing moment months years after year this too was something you did eventually transform into…

Becoming him…!

Be it people watching in places be ur liking things just like he used to colors stuff music food in general to even having birydani his style with 7up or sprite sometimes…

To finally making the studio space of his corners with adding more mirrors and stuff and at this very recent shoot the model getting her hair styled and you directing the stylist the wavy pony thing to be done and she looks through the mirror sending text of some joke and then about the stylist and then does these ishaaras throug the mirror and you just look at her and smile it’s only when she screams your name out do you realise that’s how lost you were in that moment cause in that moment it was Him that you were living in the mirror stare like he was right there standing from his dd space but him looking like he does today looking his beauuuuuuuuuuutiful beat just staring at you and you are living his beauuuutoful details through the mirror till yuu hear her voice that breaks that moment…

And you get off and head out for a bit play his music on and finally done ready for the shoot she walks upto you and asks you it was somebody else that you were looking at instead of me right in the mirror!!!!!!!

Some moments like these when it’s that clear and they end up asking things like these it becomes that much more complicated to explain or reason out your Him trip that you just had then…cause nobody it’s just you alone that knows what and how suddenly it hits you and leaves you in that zone where you can’t sense anything beyond Him!!!!!!

Like he was actually there in that moment looking at you through the mirror right there in your studio but through his Dd space mirror woaaaaaaahhhh even writing it out now!!!!!!!

That THAT oNe face in the world I swear even reliving it now ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this one smileeeeeeee it brings over fataaaaak se!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!