THIS heart now!!!!!

 How do you even hold yourself hold your mind off a beauty like that one!!!!!!

Exactly this something’s you live relive and then write out in a night like this one is taking that very feeeeeeel a zillion notches deeeeeper and howwwwww!!!!!!

What you felt in that moment to just see him live him that way his voice his nod his that one smile to his hand movements like that sense of elevated khushi was beyond words!!!!!!!

And you hear her coming and couldn’t see more and keep it back the first question even with swollen eyes how do you have such a big smile on it’s like the rash has come over cheeks just look at you!!!!!!

And you needed the time off that very moment to just get away and live that feeeeeel be with that feeeeeeel that beauuuuutiful rush of all him for that moemnt!!!!

And you rush to the washroom and your face even with that weird rash over looked happiest it’s ever been recently!!!!!!

Like soooo sooooo happy!!!!!!!

The heartbeat the evrythung in you the goosebumps every bit of you living feeeeeeling that rush of him!!!!!!!!

How why never made sense it was happy to that level ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa him in whites blues and blacks and purples from the dream to punks too and that beauuuuuuuuuty auyyaaaaaa he looks to hear his voice charlie after decade and off all who to hear him sing even longer to watch him nod that nod of his to those hand movement and that very moment to live to places in one two visuals in one him from the video to him beside you in Versova moving his hand to and with the beat of the sound and then watching you feeeel it all away like he was literally working his magic in you kinda vibe!!!!!!!

Like he could seeee you being lost that beautifully lost in all him and the waaaay he would beech beech mein smile away and whisper look at you kaise dekhri merku and do it over again cause thinking of it now he loved it too maybe to live you all lost in him like he was actually hypnotising you or something !!!!!!!!

Ayyaaaaaaaaa some moments you write relive and this feeeeeeeeeeeeeel it overlord you with ekdum seeeee!!!!!!!!

To just visually relive him that close to you at Versova to feeeel him that close to you humming away his hand his face exaaaactly why sometimes iteeee deeetail mein guskeee nai likna nai cause the waaaaay those very details have ghusoed in your mind now!!!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaa this mind now on a him flight mode and HOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

Balcony setting his music playing him with his close ups zoomed in rushing through you and this breeze on a summer night like this howleeeeeeeeeeeee tummmm kaisaaaaaa yaaaad aaaaaare aaaj tho I swear slightest bhi lilst bhi if you had any idea!!!!!!!!!!