Youdaaaaaays!!!!!

 This viiiiiiibe of the night tonight!!!!!!

Am telling you this magic of October like you can just alwaaaaays feeeeel it snifffffff it in the air only this one month!!!

This rush of him tonight to his coldplay and this beautiful conincidence the cover of this album with a big beautiful C as the moon and the image lit in the same ditto way as his Dd house back then…the psssssssychedelic array of lights forming that shape on the wall and how you looooved just living that vibe of those lights toooooo many memories with those lights and house I say!!!!!!

No wonder even recently when there just to be there in that galli every single time and that feeeeeeeel lil did you know nai back in 2015 this THIS long!!!!!!!

Soooooo yeaaaaaahhhhhh to that one late noon at the gym that day you did get late after a complete night of crying and lost after that brutal phone call with that guy him abusing screaming and stuff and you still come to the gym and just sitting there…..you were late and he wasn’t around that day only much after he comes over as you turn and he was right behind you standing that closest to you like you had to take a step back he was that close and he asks you out like smiles tooo much and asks you to join him for a cup of chai and you tell him you couldn’t go out anywhere and he stands there watching you and then says what about just below the gym and you nod a yes…….

On the steps it was all dusty and you look around for something to wipe the steps and he shows his hand like stopping for a bit and he loteraaaaaaaally glided against the step like wiping the step out with his butt kinda way and then asks you to sit…to that moemnt where he asks you to look him in the eye as you were looking away knowing your face must be swollen with all that crying and the waaaaay he asks you to look him in the eye you do and the way he says you are this track of lucky ali today gori Teri ankhen…and then looks down smiling away tells you told you you won’t be marrying after all and gets off to get the cups of chai cause initially then it was chai’s with him…