Sound of music…

 There are tbese things you do when you miss him too much visit a certain galli sometimes or eat dil khush or it’s this just go out somehow somewhere with loud music in the car it’s somehow strangely helps like it elevates that missing and also cause there are times when you miss his psy beedi that much like that want that need to get high that way and miss him……

But that with him stayed that way that faltu photographer even asks you on set if you do have sutta as the guy wanted to  have a smoke so if you wanted too as it was his style psy beedi not the regular one and you just say no and get back to the model room…..same thing again with this model asking you for it before having one and you don’t……

It’s also that comic fear almost inside ek puff maaari him wali saaari missing zoooop bolke bahar cause there’s that much kissing inside!!!!!!

And you found this way of listening to electro edm stuff and the waaaaaaaaaaaaay it makes you feeeeel makes you eeelvates that missing in you elevates that him rush in you….like today too you had to be at the opening thing of the model work office thing and out for that evening and you play this artist cri loud on your way there…..

It’s the waaaaaaaaay you zone out of the present and land into all things him it’s thaaaaat viiiiiibe of him driving and you living him living every detail of his and loving each one as you live it……it’s almost used to be like kissing each detail of his away from a distance without even really touching him…

It’s his versions to live every look of his every smile of his every nose twitch of his every time he squinted his eyes looking at the sun ahead on the road and that heaaaaart of yours ayyhaaaaaaa how can you possibly be drawn to each every expression move of his…….like any detail to everything bout him be it back then you were a fan absolute fan of him or now this very moment when his feet ka picture becomes your phone wallpaper now…….

Something’s are just beyond you like I said wired with just and all things him…