Himcomingsssss!!!!!!

 When you literally wake up with your sound of voice……

Last few days this ajeeb feeeeel cause low-key you were actually hoping wishing he sees your story bout him on his birthday something’s you just donnoooo know bas just that need to….self assure your feelings away!!!!!

To some habits not changing and all you could hear was the sound of his voice from back then when he kiddingly use to say this karelyyy shakkkking on me shakk what the cause back then it was a line from golmaal had released sometime around then…

And this feeeeeel with his birthday post as delicious as he looked in that ayyyaaaaaaa Garfield shirt that one doubt who took such a closeuo and loooovefilled picture!!!!!

It’s that feeeeeeeeeeel ayyyaaaaaaaaa luckiest in the world to live him loooooove him just breathe the same space as him!!!!!!!

To last night ofc OFC in black again you your sleep zone on the couch and this touch on your lips like just that touch of his finger and you lean on the side you felt it and sniff for his presence that Thaaaaaaaaaa One beauuuuuuutty to smell that scent of him and it makes you that happppy he is fiiiiinallly here……and he does that again like they do to the kids lips and you lean more towards him and thaaaat very second to feeeeeeeel him over his chummiiiiiii the waaaaaaaaay he kisesexaaactly his Versova style slowwww nibble and that makes you open your eyes to check him out…

Cause until then you were sleeeep looooving him away but that awakens wideeeely awakens the core of your soul and howwweeeeeeee!!!!!!

And him still doing that you doing your best to see what he was wearing and if it’s black he missed you too much if it’s white it’s just cause he wanted to come…if it’s burgundy then it’s his missing madness…….but the rush always come with the black…….and as you try to move slightly to check him out the waaaaaaaaay he holds all of you your hands away and that one stare right diving into your soul and raises his eyebrows asking what’s up and that one restlessness helplessness I swear like all of you wanting to be closest to him to his skin possible like not even an inch awa y from him and the waaaaaaaay he holds you a lil away and watches you struggle to go closer to him……..and that one smiiiiiiiiiiile ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa how many moreeeeerrrrrr times can you possibly faaaal drown away in someone’s smiiiile like this!!!!!!!

To the waaaaay he slowly whispers kyaaa hassri howli like your word of love has become Howli…

To that second when he slowly lets your hands off and that instant rush to literally jump over him and moment to just say it out as much as you’ve missed living him just seeing him breathing the same space as him you’ve MISSSSSSSSED that strong presence essence of him over you his teeth…….everytime he used to that it’s like that feeeeel of someone loving and digging deep into you not just on the surface wala love…it’s like Him diving into you kindaaaa vibe every single time…

And this time the waaaaaaaaaaaay he does that itself tells you bout his missing for you and howwwwweeeeeeee like you wake up with your own lil scream…

Look around and it was almost morning and just you……..

That feeeeeeeeeeeeel on your skin and neck you wake up with like there’s this want this need after waking up from himcoming like that one rushing back to sleep just so the moment continue hoping he is still there but doesn’t happen……

The first thing when you wake up is still neeeeeeding waaaaanting that feeeeel of him and had to rush into the workout!!!!!!!

And howwwww bad you missed it to live him like this it’s pure wild madness I swear!!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaaay it’s like setting that missing free for the moment then to feeeeeeeeeeel him on your skin that strongly same spots same viiiiiibe is madness to another level which leads to biting your own lip away as you move and feeeeeel him that strongly……..

In the bathroom and first thing you see is this dinosaur hand towel you’d called for like it’s this token of your missing in dinosaur form and it’s been making you happy everytime you see it……like there’s my missssssing and if only sing miyaaaaaaa ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa knewwwwww my heart and all organs and everything Loooooooove I say!!!!!!!!!!!