Himcomings!!!!!!!!

 This beauuuuuuuuty of Himcomings like these!!!!!!!

It’s that beauuuuuuuty charloe in knowing someone’s warmth just by their sense like something in you that strongly makes you come alive just by the sense of someone…….

And last night that almost happy magical night trippin of all things him you pass out writing writing only as it was a long day of cleansing house and stuff and a glass of merlot down this loooooooooooove to write him out this time of the year it’s strange it’s madness it’s absolute best happy time of your year literally!!!!!!

It’s that feeeeeeeel charlie as you write each moment like you are there right there with him in that moment again in that same place again and living that moment with him again kinda viiiibe as you write…

U did get up beech mein but knew you had to get in the o workout def in the morning before work!!!!!!

It’s that realisation last night how he was actually there stretching along with you moving along with you back then too and you just had to feeeeel it again this morning morning… like even in the dream like he knew how baaaaad you missed seeing him in white writing writing last night and ditto comes that way…

And this beauuuuuuuuuuty of him standing in the balcony or something it was and looking to the other side and that sense of him rushing through you look to the side and there he was white shirt linen soft linen the waaaaaaaaaaaay his style of wearing the shirt him literally posing away with that gorgeoussssssss sexy look in his eyes daaaaadi one hand on the railing with that look in him amsexyandiknowittttt kinda viiiiiibe of his and you try to take a step and the way he nods not to and he instead slides over to your side of the balcony literalllly………it was like a blink of an eye and he was that closeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to you before you say something living that beauuuuuuuuty of him from that upclose zooooomed in version the waaaaay he holds you and pulls you closer you try to lean closer to him and the way he holds his back a lil like you were trying to chummi him and he holds his head away and you try to do it again and he does the same again and you try to hold him by his neck to bring him closer and he does the same again with that chuckle and nod this time and you just stand there with that struggle of not being able to kiss him………to the next second before you could even make sense or any move the way he holds you by your neck and chummis you the same way he did back in Versova meet literally eating your face away kinda kiss!!!!!!!!!

It’s when you lose sense of anything and everything else it’s just that sense smell taste feeeeeeeeeel of him that takes over not just your mind but all of you!!!!!!!!

Like you donno what’s happening what it is where you are at what’s happening it’s just him all of you that you are laced with amd HOWWWWWWEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!

U wake up to the mixi sound and if there two things that you could absolutely ban from the kitchen usage one would be the  cooker and the other would be the mixi…….

But it’s that feeeeeeeeeel charlie like your face your mouth it was different like you could that strongly feeeeeeeeel that same feeeeeeeeel on your lips after that long where back then he would post moments actually chuckle looking at your lips away and that adoooooooooorably say the things I do to you know and pull that mirror of your side down and ask you to check your face……

Today this morning too the first thing you had to was check yoruself face red lips red without even the lip balm this morning…….like your face your skin just feels different this morning!!!!!!!!

It’s madness I know when writing it out but something’s when you feeeeeeeeel it that strongly you just donnoooo how what it is even like how’s it even possible!!!!!!

That rush need to workout and the post moments ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa him I swear LOVE HEART MADNESS of your life I say for life …

This beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him the sound the feeeeel of him even his voice from this morning ayyyaaaaaaaaa kittuuuuuuuuuuu miyaaaaaaaaaa if you onlyyyyyyy knew the waaaaaaaaaaays you are being missed away!!!!!!!!!!!!