HIM!!!!!!!

 This restlessly beauuuuuuuuuuutiful missing of his I swear!!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa when he comes like this this one whole feeeeeeeelnyou wake up ayyaaa he misses you THIS much!!!!!!!!!!

This prolly again the very first time he does this when you actually fully asleep and he literally shakes you up shaking you up and that one word uthhh jaaaaaa and that one text from him back then urhhh jaaaa cooookie pieeee from Bombay to the other one post bup he again texts the same way uthhh jaaaaaaa and you actually wake up mins after and check your phone like something in you that strongly literally shakes you up back then with that feeeeeeel of him and you check your phone and it was him that same text minus the cookie……

This morning too same viiiiibe and as you turn with that one sound of him that gorgeeeeeeeeeeeously in a very very sexy khaki green shirt first time again in the dream that same tone of his Bangalore wala jacket and you again literallly drooooling over the waaaaay he looks that sexyyyy in it……daaaadi sleeeepy eatable eyes and look on him and the way he holds all of you awaaaaay as you were living that beauuuuty of him the way he holds moves over you that restlessness of him in him rushing through him that one sound he makes like back then when finding the comfort spot on your lap to sleep on and you start to kiss his shoulder away his arm away and the waaaaaaaaay he moves more I missed you man the waaaaay he keeps saying it over and over again in THAAAAAAAAAT Tone of his voice ayyyaaaaaaaaa that heart mind body soul of yours in that very moment or this moemnt as you relive and write now!!!!!!!

Somethimhssssssssss this beauuuuuuty madly passionate beauty of that moment of the viiiiiibe of him the waaaaay he moves saying it over n over again…….where you just wanted to chummi eat his face away but the waaaaaaay in that moment all he wanted was to just hold you away like feeel your presence with him and the way he doesn’t let you move to hold his face and keeps holding you saying it…

Like today the second you wake up that one feeeeeeelnof his arms again it’s like suddenly from held that tightly to suddenly you miss it like it’s a part of you around you and suddenly you don’t feel it kind…

Had to had to rush the workout in another hectic one ahead with third try at paint as you didn’t like the others but this yearning this morning to feel his arms around still after waking up that sound of his voice and you just had to get a quick one but a tougly roughly good one in…

And this beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him to move along with him all over your arms your neck your hair to just feeeeeeeeeeel him over this waaaaaaay is beyond logics of magic I sweaaaaaar!!!!!!!

How’s it even possible still amazes you outta your mind but this one almost magic like flow the ebauuuuuuuty to feeeeeeeeel him this way!!!!!!!

From that rush of a intense workout to some dance moves to this move of him along and you are him highdddddd super him hughddddd morning morning today……

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa like it’s this sudden rush of khushi gushing through you and you have to have a straight one is when it all gets that much more difficult to step out……

This THIS Him highdddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!

Pssssyyyyyychedelic I say!!!!!!!!!!!