HIMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

 Like that day it wasn’t even bout the guy abusing you or screaming at you cause that was something you were that used to with your then dad…cause that was something you literally grew up with your dad abusing you things you didn’t even know the meaning of until much later……

It was more bout you couldn’t understand what was it bout Him the waaaaay it was making you feeel things away and you couldn’t fight it to wondering if a day without seeing him goes at the gym it leaves you like that and post getting married it was bout moving to Delhi that far…….and nothing really made sense like all you were wondering was how would you possibly see him after like then it was just bout seeing him and it left you all lost wondering what was happening with you….cause you were sure you couldn’t come out of the whole marriage thing…….and that day on the steps he comes back with those cups and you ask him what was it that he was talking bout cause he did mention that earlier also and he that adoooooorably says bas you won’t be marrying that whoever it is for sure…..and starts to talk bout something else leaving you all eyed over him like literally living him away every detail of his him sitting that close to you and some moemnt of the pigeon flying above or something and he shakes up and comes closer to you with his one knee touching away yours and then touches your knee and cracks some joke my knee your knee something he says and it actually cracks you up just watching him and he stops you…saying look him in the eye looks at you and comes closer saying wowww the color of your eyes and that very moment the heartbeat that THAT one shift in you still this clear the way he comes closer looking you in the eye talking bout your eye color and how big it was for him see the reflection of things around and as he was talking that moemnt of his face that upclose to live his details his eyes his momooonoseeeeeeee his cheeks his then lil daaadi under his lower lip his beauuuuuuutoful wide sky like forehead his lips him talking something and then that smillleeeeeee of his saying we should come out more often like this here…

And that’s when you realise how close it all got in that moemnt and you realise it was getting late as by specifi time you had to be home anyhow……and you get off and he stops you asking you walk straight and he would cover and you don’t get it and ask him moving away what it was bout and he chuckles that qdoooooorably and says I have your ass covered cause it was all dusty and formed that shape on your pants…….

The waaaaaay he walks along with you that close covering your ass away and once there somebody’s hand towel was on the counter and he hands it over to you to dust the back off……

To days when these chai sessions did become a way living him more and the way he would time and again remind you same line am telling you won’t be marrying that guy and then actually adds that line from ddlj and you tell him it was your most fav movie and he adds a love story believer and still marrying some random guy know nothing bout!!!!!

To that day just walking you till the auto adds another line very filmy style don’t just watch films understand the film logic too!!!!!