HIM!!!!!!

 Like you try to like do your best to get a hold on yourself even with all that studio interior work going it’s chaotic charlie and yet this feeeeeeeeeeeeel of him like you are almost covered in all things him kindaaa vibe…..changing color of the door 4 times choosing colors and looking for that specific shade of blue a teal tone and you finally get it but even when choosing it imagining him Ina shirt of that tone……puts a smile on your face like you could feel it even at work changing things mind occupied with too many things yet YET the only thing person that tops it all and HOWEEEEEE is him……like priority ultimate and only priority of your life - Him…

Like your mind just knows to get that him space somehowwww anywhere throug the day and even when sleeping you try and have this self talk control control and then he comes ayyayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa all the more happier but it’s the you through the day that gets a lilllll out of your hands to tame down like today……being a festival Pooja and stuff but your mind the state of you the waaaaaaaay it keeps going back to the moments from this morning you keep feeling yourself away nape of your neck away holding yourself feeling it just like he had his hand on you and that beauuuutiful rush of him all the more throug you…..like you were struggling to focus on the Pooja and stuff followed and yet loved every bit of that struggle cause you felt him that strongly!!!!!!

And LOVED it!!!!!!!!!

To rushing out to the balcony for a bit to get your face straight and hold the smile and rushes away for a bit and this one dragon godzilion like figure in your fav marshmallow cloud formation……

And this has been happening a lot lately seeing dragon forms in some form or the other last 2 weeks se and you google it and in Chinese feng shui it’s a sigh of being on the right path sign of a good luck for the right journey ahead of you kinda logic…..

But in your mind that very second this gidzilluonth missing rushing through you it was MADNESS today it was that strong today!!!!!!

Even writing bout the feeeeel now this sudden change in the heartbeat again this same rush again now!!!!!