Himcomings!!!!!!

 There’s nothing more beautiful than waking up to this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him when he comes like this!!!!!!!

That one gorgeous gorgeousnesssssssss of him when he comes tooo sleepy looking his messy beauuuuuutiful best just like back then…….ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa THAT looooooove for his sleeeepy eyes the waaaaaaay he looks that sexy and at the same time childlike there’s that beautiful blend of ooooh sooo sexyyyyy and ayyyaaaaaaaaa suchaaaaaaaa cutiepieee he is kinda viiiiibe!!!!!!!

And of al the things the THE black shirt on him!!!!!!

Can’t get enough ENOUGH of him in that shirt!!!!!!

Work stuff coming later day getting hectic coming home usual standard routine of your moemnts with all things Him…….and falling asleep there itself with tv still on and at some point just waking up for a sec to turn it off music still playing and you turn or something and that scent of him and that sounddddddddd of him that same sleeeeep sound trying to push you on the couch making space for himself wit your back towards him and you try to turn towards him and he doesn’t let you by locking you with all him and the waaaaaaaaaaaay he holds you and then pulls you closer to him……and you still try gently he doesn’t and that one time you hold his arm and turn to see ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one visual HEART OF YOUR LIFE forever I say!!!!!!!!

His eyes shut smiiiiile on him that one smiiiiiiiiiiile on him shirt almost al open his face his daaaaaadi his that one smiiile just knowing how HOWWWWEEEEEEEEE happy it just made you to see him and you slowly call him howleee cutieeee and that second he opens his eyes and that rush in him that sudden transformation of his from wanting to sleep to that change in him the waaaaay he just looks you in the eye and holds you again…….some moemnts naiiiiiiii even as you write now!!!!!!!!

It’s that THAT MUCH him in that moment from that moment to moment it’s that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of smelling al him sensing all him mind that FULLLLL OF HIM!!!!!!!!

Like your arms your hands all of you top to toe the senses smell taste eyes sound of him like that beauuuuuutofully laced with all things just HIM!!!!!!!

To the first thing on your phone notification from the wanderer that you strongly feeel is him, likes his birthday post from last year and some other picture…that feeeeeeeeel nai today as you are up all mixed together!!!!!!!

It’s when the outside sound visual senses don’t work inside you like your mind goes blur to it all even when you wake up come out of the room you were that fullll of him like you could still feeel it in your arms and chest that feeeeeeeeel of being held by him that THAT way, something’s you write and now this feeeeeeel!!!!

Had to wanted to feel him more cause again wasn’t enough!!!!!!

And every single time every single time I swear to feeeeeeeel his touch that sense of him over and around you in your waking state this way as you move drives you more mad somehow!!!!!!!

It’s like all those missing a different versions of missing him in zillion ways possible gets all multiplied godzilluon times more!!!!!!!!

This neeeeeed to live him this way for real some day!!!!!!!!!

And this one sound that you’ve been trippin on lately cause it immediately lands you in the stadium place with the sound……again the place that has witnessed allowed you to witness different versions of him each one only made you loooooove him more live him more!!!!!!

It was your mini opera space or hideout kinda thing !!!!!!

Like the start of it all literaaaaally!!!!!!!!

This state of mind this morning this state of you this morning like you can still feeeel it over your arms and over that one feeeeeeeeeeel of him……..

In some movement too today that strong hold of his over the neck ditto how he used to back then how stil now in your waking state don’t know something’s beyoooond logics I swear!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!