Celebrating Him…!

 Post shower light the candles set the music slice of cake like literally setting the mood to write him out from the day…

When the day started with that mixed vibe of missing him waaaaaaay too much today with toooo many flashbacks and you wear the navy blue today just his fav color on you kinda vibe……. right about almost noon when your mom calls you saying she wasn’t feeling right so rush back home and notice she wasn’t feeling right……like in a bad way so rush her to the hospital as she had complained bout hand numbness…..few tests done had to be under observation for a few hours but luckily it was nothing…

Was due to dehydration and that lead to low bp so it was all panic for few hours and sorting then some urgent work call for some client order so had to rush back again to work after dropping mom home…

Almost evening the mind wasn’t feeling right come back home and your mom mentions bout wanting to head out for dinner somewhere cause she doesn’t do hospital visits well ever since bhayya and then her accident…so change that head out Rhu it was and the viiibe of that place everytime you are there that need to be with him there cause they play possibly the best music…

The food bad but the drinks and ambience absolute awesomeness……skipped drinking today for obvious reason where your mom insists but you had to stay in senses specially knowing your capacity for drinks didn’t want to risk as bad as you wanted a drink then…

Ask them if they had cake again bad options for that too skip it the very first thing to do was order your favourite chocolate coconut cake slice from magnolia and this has been a ritual for years now…to have a piece of cake on his birthday in a way to celebrate him…like this was your most beautiful excuse of not having had sugar for over 2 months now finally his birthday you just HAD TO!!!!!!!

Just before having the cake to live him and you realise you hadn’t seen your most loved circle around him like the first time you notice he did post something was when at the hospital…hit it and it was another one of your most loved pics of him wide teeetvy smile but HIS SHIRT HISSSSS SHIIRRRTTTTT style I say!!!!!!!

That smile he does it’s like his most adoooooooorable kid version flashing that smile and that handsomeness with his style of shirt I say!!!!!!

It’s that instant rush of khusbiiiii rushing through you suddenly after a very very stressful day……like it immediately showed on you the waaay the smile was back on you even on a very stressful face literally!! In less than a second…

It’s like He is this beauuuuutiful instant dose of happiness in you…!

Like your day made in and with just that moemnt like all of last nigrb too you keep checking and waiting for him to post something from his birthday with that hope to live him from today…

Something’s nai pure beautiful madness same as this illustration by your fav artists that you love posting on his birthday usual thing and it was the guy in white tee with hearts over him the waaaaaaaay it that beauuuuuuutofully fell in insync with that picture of his in white tee looooking absolutelyyyyyuu DELICIOUS and this illustration literal state of your mind your heart all over him…

Perfect for the birthday wish…!