HIMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!’nn

 Like from those under the gym chais to his birthday it was……like he did mention that week that his birthday was up and you get him those rum n raisin cadbury chocolate for him and he immediately says I don’t want this instead can you come out with me today…and you think he was talking bout under the gym usual place and you change and all and stand there and him standing there makes that face and asks you again not here like come out with me…

And you were shit scared of going out anywhere and being late back home cause that would mean you having to quit gym only but that day his face the waaaaay he asks you out and you say a yes and that one khushiiiiiii on him…….

Opens the door for you and that immediate feeeel it felt different!!!!!

Soon as you sit in he asks you how did you like the shirt on him and you tell him it’s nice and he says no tell me really cause I could see it in your eyes you liked my white and blue more and you were shocked in the way he says I could see it in your eyes like how could somebody just understand by the way they see in your eyes was a logic you hadn’t heard of before…like lil did you know that was just the start of it all of him knowing you just by looking at you understanding you knowing things bout you  just by looking you in the eye……

And you tell him white really suits him best and you actually go on about it like I’ve never looked at a guy but that day the shirt looked really good on you or something it was and only after saying it out do you realise you actually went on about how good he looked that day in that shirt over n over again……

Cause even as you were talking bout it him in that short visual rushes through you and the way the very next day he actually comes to the gym wearing that same shirt and stands beside on the treadmill and stops your treadmill…smiles at you and says now I’ll go change and come keep this one reserved for me…..and you used to do this often for him book the beside treadmill to yours for him by placing your hand towel over it and anybody that comes by saying he is just coming and they would say rude things away and leave……

That day out with him him playing Hindi tracks to fink tracks knowing by then you loved fink too……melting moments it was and the second you stop there says this is my most fav place for ice creams and as the guy with menu comes over he gives it to you……and you don’t understand still looking at it and he asks you do you want to have my most fav flavour here or want to order yours and you fataaak se give him the menu instead and he orders for strawberry strip and the waaaaaaaay he spells it was another one of the firsts that you noticed and loooooooved bout him….literally pouting his lips away saying strawberry strip……

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa something’s you write and this visual of him right now actually saying it that same way!!!!!!!!’

Am telling you, HIM poooooora ka poooooooooora heart of mine I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!