HIM!!!!!!

 The other day too a meeting with the photographer a very decent strict with work family man kinda guy so it’s easier to make the guy understand what you are looking for exactly content wise and to give some brief for the future shoot expalingin about angles and asking the photographer to move along with the camera for videos and stuff and the way the guy interrupts and asks about which was the very first image you ever clicked and there he was again right there…….

Him driving and he gives you his phone to change music or something it was and you instead click his picture on the tank bund flyover and the waaaaaaaaay he smiiiiiiiles away like intiallu you don’t get to use the camera and he shows you and you take his pictures away…..and right there on the flyover he stops by to chummi you cause it made him that happy away jn that moment to you it was just that beauuuuuuty of seeing him through the bond style camera of his phone his face through it and howwww you loooooved it….

To after bup it was just capturing things to do with him at his Dd space his school book the psssssychedelic lights in his house the framed picture over the side table his sheets of script just anything to do with him you loved capturing away…..like a moment a memory of that meet kinda thing!!!!!

To once when he was on way to drop you back and you take his picture saying something away and he keeps covering the phone with his hand and you keep requesting him to let you take his picture and that one time you keep the phone down and he cracks something up again like a indirect way of ok you can take my picture kinda thing……and you click away comes out that beauuuuutkful with lights him smiiiiiling his beauuutifuk wide smile almost laugh like picture!!!!!

Or be it at the shoot when you were posing and showing the models how to pose or do the video walk stuff the photographer was about to take a picture of you with the model as a bts thing and you ask the guy not to….it’s that thing again somethjngs you just want that one person to like you just couldn’t be ok with it…..

It was different like you don’t know how to put it in words…..

To this day today him from the morning he did come that strongly charlie like it felt different his teeth his hand like he was being all him just like he used to with you it felt SO SO real that you just couldn’t understand why he still wasn’t around when you woke up……cause in your mind even up you were that sure that this time it wasn’t a dream he wasn’t just a dream and was actually there for real…..like all that did happen for real…

Even writing it now and reliving it again he felt that real!!!!!