Waking up!!!!!

 It was some dream of his again one on repeat and the wAaaaaaaaays it’s been leaving you in a state of all the more lost and at work like you just couldn’t function and decide to get away from it all for a bit and try and book the van expo and couldn’t boon the same day tickets an hour later or something a call from another model friend asking if you’ve been to the expo and she had tickets for it but had sudden shoot to handle and destiny’s it was fataaaak se say a yes evening show it was…….

This one time at his Dd space him in his room and you going through his things in the living room and on one Corner on the floor you see these sheets of paper with his writing and from his bedroom he tells you or he was sitting outside not to go closer to his script there and you literally run to it reading these lines away talking bout some godot artist who couldn’t get some art of his right and wakes up to the alarm every morning to the routine and was frustrated over it or something it was…….

And the way he comes closer asking you to drop them and as you turn leaving the sheets he was that close that high eyes stare of his and holds you by your waist slowly moving his hands across your waist not completely holding you but just feeeeling you away and tells you it’s inspired from this artist asks you if you knew bout starry night painting and you nod holds you a lil closer and then mentions bout the artist but it’s when he suddenly transforms into this your mind your ears every sense in you used to go that beauuuuuutifully numb and all you could feeeel see live adoooore loooooove go mad over was Him the way he was moving closer over moving his hands over and that slow tone of his voice…

He had mentioned bout the same artist in a few chats too and you knew nothing bout it back then…

And this one expo you’d been wanting to but somebody had mentioned it’s too romantic and you’d been avoiding anything romantic to not make things even more worse for you as it’s already is……

And that day you just had to wanted to so bad and like it was almost destiny you had to……

Be there and in the entrance there were these artworks with details about the start and end of the artist there were mostly couples around or people just for the selfie sake of it…

But the music the vibe the stories the almost life written over with the artworks there moves in a way you’d never felt before like you were almsot in tears and you don’t even know why…

Like it shook you in a way you’d never experienced something like that before it was all of it and yet nothing like you didn’t even know why for that seconds you had tears in your eyes it wasn’t sad or something just can’t put some word on how it felt…….

After that the lights installation trippy beautiful romantic stuff where you would want to live that one face of your life under those lights with that music playing the music there was phenomenal moooody and beautiful!!!!!!

From that to the place THE PLACE where you lost yourself just like you used to with him in his presence the beauuuuuuuuutt of that place you still can’t get over!!!!!!