Him!!!!!

 It’s the waaay she feeels him coming closer the waaaaays it takes you back to those very moments even working out and he would suddenly come that close and just touch your leg away with his foot and then move in a different way around you…….it’s the way he would sit on the steps and then still talking would come closer to those times at his place heading to her room and he would suddenly pull you from back in his room and that feeeeeeeeel suddenly and the next second him out he would still be normal and you couldn’t you just couldn’t be normal or keep your hands off him……like the waaaaay he would know it all inside you and just chuckle away from far and this beautiful restless feeeeel for him like talking to her in her room on the bed and he would just come put some plate over and gently touch your arm away lean over bring his face closer and that feeeeeeeeel…..

It’s not like with time and distance now this feeeel for him it’s always been this way be it back then seeing him almost every day touching holding kissing him almost every day and yet that touch and go from him like hold you and just head out of the room and you with his sister couldn’t just couldn’t think beyond or off him……

Something’s you write wanna write can’t write and also knowing don’t wanna write ayyaaaaaaaaaa having felt his skin lived his presence HOW LONG ITS BEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

These realisations lately!!!!!!!!