Himcomings…!

 There are himcomings and then there is this waaaaaay tbe waaaaaay he comes!!!!!

Down with flu since two days , missing him away over rains and clouds, and the waaaays he has been coming to the way he came this morning…..

Him in a burgundy same sheer softest shirt you know it’s THAT soft cause the second you see him stand before you the way he holds your hand and put it over his arm just like he used to waaay back then…..

Full grown beauuuuty of his daaadi eyes still sleepy to that beauuuuuuuutiful full smile of his and the way he takes you in this passage kinda way and you lost in the waaaaaaaay he just looks that BEAUUUUUUUUTIFUL cause all of these visuals were a lil blur around and in slowmo but him that beauuuuuuuutifully clear!!!!!

He shows you around these corners and the way it looks like his ramantapur ghar but changes like he was showing you the changes around light fixtures passage change and you just lost in him to this one thing in one corner it was all brass stand like thing with a beautiful bird at the top in brass too lined with a fine blue line and he stands there and tells you this is for you this corner I thought of you and plays something on his phone and the waaaay the Birds Eye lights up and your gypsy soul track starts to play……cause it had speakers too and then stands a lil away and just watches you cause it made you that happy as birds for you now is Him specially that one with fine blue line takes you back to all these times you missed him watching birds and recalling his human bird form at security checks and missing seeing him living him that way like even in that moment as you live that beauty of your track playing from it you actually think bout all these times of missing him watching birds…

To this one carpet the way it looked like the exact fields from your dreams of him where you always find him back in between the wild flowers looking like the most gorgeous wild flower you’d ever seen…

To showing you the shower and you love the shower head asking him zillion questions away bout the multiple ways of the shower drops from the head and he tries to show you some setting and asks you to take a closer look at it by going closer and you go closer and with some remote in his hand the shower turns on in slowest setting like rain soft drizzle and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel charlie of standing there watching him under the drops falling over you like close your eyes that second and again relive this missing of missing him with rains and open your eyes and he still was there looking at you smiiiiiiiiiiling away that smile of amsexyandiknowit kinda look on him and ayyaaaaaaa howwwwwww you looooooved that look too on him…

And few secs in and the way he raises his arm extends towards you asking you to hold his hand and even touching his hand like it all was moving that slow and zooooned in version like you could see his skin from that upclose over his arm same palm of his hand as you come out he places his blue towel over your head and starts to rub moving your head and hair and you hear someone calling him out at the back kittuuuuuuu kitttuuuuuuuuuuu Shriya kidhar hai kittuuuuuuu again and you rush and move or something and you wake up with hair all over your face under the duvet and looking for his hand over your head!!!!!!!

There are dreams and there are dreams that run your hopes highest possible way!!!!!!!

U didn’t want to write this one out and then also cause it was something you’d never lived dreamed before and wanted to write out and relive it as many times as you could…

Some dreams nai do that to you!!!!!!!

Cause there was that beauuuuuuuytiful connection of your past missing him to actually seeing them come true and reliving this time of missing him in ways similar to the ones that you lived for real……how trippy does that sound after writing it out!!!!!!

The one beauty you have most LOOOOOOOOOVED and lived your life in, Him…

I say there never was is or will be a visual as beauuuutiful a hooooman as beautiful as Him!!!!!!!

He could just stand there and look at you do nothing say nothing move nothing absolutely and still look his MOST ABSOLUTE BEAUUUUUUUUUUTIFUL BEST!!!   

All things magic and wonder ayyaaaaaaaaaa howlreeeeeeeeeeeeee if you only knew how are you being missed away if you had the slightest idea bhi!!!!!!

There should be something some power some magic when you miss someone this strongly that stirs up something in them letting them know letting them feel something anything that you missed them nai…