Moments!!!!!!

 Day started out pretty gloomy stage of mind with no dream this morning and you try to stretch out for a lil before rushing to work and the way this corner of the mind wanting to listen to his sounds just so you could feel him and you stop right there and just ready for work instead with some other music…

Lights flowers and zillion other things to prep for tomos shoot and right in the middle of everything it was Rakhi too every single time first you miss bhayya and then the mind goes to him, the only two people in life you absolutely loved with all of you……

And she gets off to talk to the florist wala and her fone right beside you one look at it second look at it and she walks farther inside the florist store and you fataaak se get on it and this happened after a very long time after having seen him disappear!!!!! Didn’t touch it again but like today you had to firstly knowing it’s Rakhi with that weirdly beautiful strong need to cause there was also his lucky ali playing in the car……

The second you do seeeee him back and your most loved round roudn rounding away over him……

Hit it and ther he was ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one adooooooooooooooravle face of your life I say!!!!!!

It was his bachpan ka photo with his sister in a yellow shirt his dad glasses and blue jeans with proper socks and sandal on and your heart face all of you beeeeeeeming buzzzzzing away with that much happiness suddenly!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaa even writing it now reliving that one face meraaaaa pooooooora ka poioooooora heart he is I swear charlie!!!!!!