A sound of him!!!!!!

 All it took was a sound of him and this you it’s transformed away!!!!!!!!!!

Like the mind al of you buzzing this high even with no dream this morning like he is here and yet no dream was even a bigger deal!!!!!!! Know the feeling is special when it starts with a no filter morning selfie to save the feeeeeeling away after the longest time…

To the workout and you find this one track and leaves with that many what ifs on mind!!!!!!!

To the post workout moment this one track mind was a lil lost post that song trip and as you move through with this kaya track and your ankle track ka button comes off and the way it falls over the ground as you were in downward stance and the visual of your red kurta button flashes through you that very moment and almost magic like as you lift your head to relive that memory you see him that close to your face for that very second!!!!!!! 

Not sure what why or how but the way he was right there charlie in that very moment!!!

Back then at his Dd space wearing this red kurta and zebra print pyjama and the waaaay he looks at you at the door itself cause back then over some Diwali pic of yours he had mentioned he loved red on you…

And you wear another red one and see him and that one face that one smileeeeeeeeee the second he sees you at the door like he takes a few mins to just live your presence still at the door and after he lets you in watching something over his laptop him maintains that distance over that moemnt of him holding you from behind and you finally getting to chummi just before leaving the way he mentions just one chummi and you one more time chummi him to another the waaaaay there was this beauuuuutiful rush to his chuckles in between as he keeps counting them on as you do to this sudden rushhhhh of him and the kurta button off n on the ground and he stops and looks down at the button spinning as you live that moment of his away……….looks you in the eye and stays that way for that moemnt amidst that by then rush of you inside…like you wanted to again hold him and not stay with that distance but the waaaaaaaaay he just lived that moemnt charlie there’s nothing more beauuuuutiful or that you want than yo live him in moments like these!!!!!!

The way he would just stop it all and suddenly live that moemnt fully smiles at you and back with the moemnt…

To think of it all now like it was designed this way moemnts like those lived with him to relive in moments like these today!!!!!!!!!

U are strangely ironically just happy like sound of him echoing through you still with that flash of him today that very moment!!!!!!!!!!!!

How much more can you possibly miss someone and for how long…!

This face not sure how to hide away or keep a straight face on!!