Friend the ships!!

 Friends and the ships they come along with!!!!!

It was those experiences that you share with someone where it goes a lot more beyond than to just love someone much more beyond than to just spend those love moemnts with cause you practically much are sharing your life and experiences with.....like sharing finding exploring questioning pondering wondering wandering discovering all and much much more than just to love someone....

It was all n more this to live him like...

Him talking bout friends and the bond you share and stuff is something you understand more now...

Years back when you were still planning on starting this venture when still writing and wanted to support your family just on your own without any support from the man who changed the course of your life cause this was the biggest step more you choosing you had to make your mom to choose.....cause by then it did go far beyond than just you!!

That's when who you did think to be your closest friend vish actually comes up with how will you design and sell to doorsteps at every door.....and inside you did take that as a challenge in a good way and make sure to add more fuel to the dream you already were living with putting in a lil more research and with him mentioning reddit back then finding answers there and understanding the world of marketing and reading more on that....

Again thís was something he did mention back then karely you don't have to be excelling academically if you want to fulfill your dream of becoming an animator you can still can learn with the help of a computer.....which back then is what you'd dreamt of working in and around the world of animation and dreams...

Taking thise very words of his adding more dreams of yours breaking your family's heart over choosing aiming in life more than following where the rest and how the rest lead their life.....there were many lows initially but it's like everyday was with a step closer thing ringing in your head that kept you moving forward......

Its only as that dream kept growing with baby steps the same person who commented and laughed over the doorstep idea couldn't take you be that busy and then commented over how you've changed how you are too busy....

People nai charlie they will always have things to talk bout and incase they run out of things they have that zill and time to go looking for reasons to talk bout.....it's you that needs to decide what really matters to you to give that kinda attention to like what's that thing that truly requires your attention your care concern love in life and then just go with it leave the rest for the world to decide or wonder bout!!!!

It's only from there it got a lil easier there still are instances where it feels like another fight that day but eventually go with how and what you consider your priority as.....

To this new friendship mishap being of the new stylist that you thought was nice and good and stuff takes about 5 lehengas saying using for a jewellery brand shoot Collab with credibles and best of deliverables only weeks later you realise when one of your clients share images of her and some friend wearing those very lehengas at some friend's wedding and the jewellery brand collabs with somebody else.....you were told a completely different story on the other hand.....

Manager and mom comment over smar thing you trust easy.....

It's just weird sometimes it's like the way his words him knowing you inside out waaaay better than anybody else ever did or possibly could...

It's even more beautifully wierd when all those conversations with him at those most loved hours decades later fit in this perfectly in multiple instances of your life now....