Feels!!!!!!

 Back home with that lost state of mind of a recall of the most loved times of your life.....

It's like your mind wants to relive that beauty evry year this time around to relive that you to relive that state of you cause that time you being the happiest you'd ever been in life...

All you had was Him.........

Back home the first thing on table you see is the sweet candy thing that he showed you back in for your amla shopping trip with him.....

Still looking at with that smile and your mom asking you she didn't know you liked it so much the way just seeing it made you that happy still looking at you!!!!!

Visuals again like suddenly that dabba of that candy on table becomes a visual of him sitting on that very table legs folded like he used to sit on that kitchen counter of his as you make those parathas.....

It's that logicless moment of happiness it fills you up with that's just unmatchable to anything else you've ever felt!!!!!

Merku nai maloom charlie why it is the way it is why something else couldn't make you this happier not even a single sec the way just the waaaay shuruuuuu se it's been Him....

Even before you knew it's him how he looked like how he smiled sounded like how he loved and what was to be loved by him to love him just that presence of his even with his head down was the first time meeting your happiness.....

Like she even mentions not to open it cause it needs to be first for the Pooja and that realisation diwali again when something just like that did become him more of him than justa vfestibal.....

Sound of crackers few days se comes along with that sound of him on the call as he struggles to hear you amidst all that firecracker sound and yet doesn't hangup even when you ask him to call you back after the sounds subside the way even still as friends tells you he liked your presence on the call made him feel you were with him there......

THAT much love!!!!!!!!!

SOME THJNGS YOU RECALL AND THIS FEEEEEEEEEEEEL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!