When you wake up from such strong moments and especially this time of the year feeeeeeling that much of him to that other side of this reality like that one switch always that difficult to get back in….
Like you stay quiet for the start of the day like that mind still in that state of denial that felt that real this can’t be for real the waking up….
Mind still that lost and for breakfast pick the avocado instead for toast your recent loved food thing in the mornings and the shape of the seed inside that perfect beautiful heart shaped one with the veins over it the shape of it exactly like the heart…..
Him the thought of him any moment relived any visual you come across any sound any dream and the waking up after anything to do with him even with the slightest of rush that only one way to define his presence his worth or your priority in life for him - He is the Heart n soul of your life…
The essence of a person what the person is made of what makes the individual complete defines it makes sense of it describes it sumps it up in one word or sentence the Heart of your life - Him…
U maybe the strictest at work with the staff with the manager but the second a moment of his strikes touches you away slightest even the waaaaay it just transforms you away like suddenly ekdum seee from a no word person to the smiles over your face just the way it makes you feel on the inside suddenly there’s all him just him that beauuutifully rushing through you what the manager calls it your smoke moment when you get away from everything and everyone else to just be on your own for a bit and then get back after a while and look transformed cause you are all smiles suddenly!!!!
It’s thw aaaaaaay charlie it feeels andar se ekdum seee like you come back after living that moment of him up the volume of his music and just be it’s like you almost lived his presence for real not just in your mind like for real real kinda real!!!!!
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