A day like this one…

 How just like this now this beauuutifully co ordinated like how ???!!!!

Morning today was one of the most ironic ones!!!!

It was a weird dream the state of mind it left you in this morning said it all bout the feels of this very strange dream!!!!

His dad and sister on one side and the other had him and daadi on one….like the dad side bit in a weird way was with fear not sure what it was but like it was pulling you away holding you away from him in that force of wind way like some thing holding you pushing you away from him and as you struggle to see through the dusty mist in the air there was him by your side like always making you speak with daadi or just keeps mentioning daadi or smthing it was and the way he repeatedly mentions just this one thing am with you by your side am with you right here and you turn your head around to see him cause until then you could only hear him speak but the way he asks you to see him right there beside you makes you wanna turn and look at him to feel that assurance and you wake up….

It was weird strange never before kind but the way he was there in that moment too!!!!!

Through the day at work and then had to head out for sweets and stuff for the staff yaha waha work but that mind still feeling strange trying to make sense of what the dream was that left you that lost!

Reaching the sweet store just bout to get off and there was this group of eunuchs actually men dressed as women and just you 4-5 of em circle around and you couldn’t move it was the scariest sight to feel and be surrounded with try calling the driver and wasn’t looking to your side and was on fone as you try to move they keep getting closer with open chest kinda saree draped soon the store security comes out and only after the new driver waste steps out of the car finally move them aside and you get into the store finally that was the worst few mins ever still that shaky finally get the stuff done shivering shaky still scared plug in his music and new lucky ali track that you find again and that feeel that switch suddenly the way the waaaaaay everything else disappears from your mind and all you could feel and that strange feel in that moment to just see him still knowing there was a block but this happens many a times in that flow you check and realise the block later today too in that flow of him get on WhatsApp and there he was ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuutifully handsome in that amarnathine coloured jacket of his against the sunset , him the sunshine of your life I say ayyaaaaaaa the way the heart just feels that dive that big beautiful slow dive ekdum seeeee the second you see him…

TRANSFORMED!!!!!! In an instant!!!!!!