A day…!

 Days back when he replies to that picture mail of yours !

Watching some couple doc on holiday and the drive to nature done with it and still not sleepy play his music candles up in your room looking at the nite sky and you donno when you fall asleep for a bit a sec or two maybe and that same feel that shake to just check and there was him like always you didn’t feel the ring or hear it but just that sense of Him and there he was!!!!

Message of him saying he missed out on checking earlier and saw it then and had messaged for the same….reply back and that question first what you doing up at this hour!

Something’s no! Mind setting back to the friend mode and just reply that way making sure you don’t write smthing that makes him feel otherwise cause he made that bit very clear that day about the friends thing now!

To just that after feel charlie that calmness it’s different very different it just calms you in a way with that sigh after and just like that stil on the bean bag you fall asleep with his music on…..

How why what you donno it’s just that call it love call it whatever Him things bout him things to do with him have always been this way!

He is right about everything he said that day but what you felt loved lived all this while what happens with you around you it’s not in your control you just can’t help it!!!!!

It’s that love you still feel the way he wakes you up lays beside you with you the way he is just there charlie every single morning moments through the day the way you just feeeeeeeel him that much that sense of him his breath his touch his presence the way it that strongly is still there completely different to the current story line you are living exactly opposite where you try n pull yourself away and the way he pulls you even more closer saying things making you realise feel his still love for you!!!!!

And last few mornings you just decide there are two different people one your best friend one the love of your life that you live with your eyes shut…..literally!

Days like these and then there is a day like this one too!

Started off with walkins finally and it’s become a lil hectic today being a lil chilled out and ths one client first now a friend s of yours drops by at the studio as she is In India for two weeks with a bottle of rose plays a playlist on her fone with a lil celebration thing for your studio walkins over lunch!!!!

The playlist with every lucky ali song possible!!!!!

Through the noon high on him first like always then rose and then his music…

That one smile on the face I say that just wouldn’t go away where they keep mentioning how your face was evident enough that your mind was on a trip off n away on its own…..with your body still there!