Lights…!

 To lighting the studio with every corner including the plants and that one feel soon as you see the Chico plant lit up that one inside conversation with him in that very moment saying see I finally got my mini Christmas tree before Christmas cause him again that conversation when you share wit him that one wish of yours of having a Christmas tree someday as you always wanted it as a kid a proper tree lit with lights and days later at his place or maybe it was weeks later at his place walking out in the lawn area and he shows you the Christmas tree in one corner and tells you this one you can light up no now you have a Christmas tree and just continue with some other topic that moment there that one big rush that one big sudden love and missing all at once cause when in his house oresmises you couldn’t openly hold him away and so you just be living that beauuuty of his beauuuty of that moment with Him still surprised by the way how even weeks after he did remember that random lil conversation you had with him when he was sharing his embarrassing childhood stories and you yours with wishes fav food and drink stuff as a kid

Weeks after he that adoooooorabky mentions that lilst of wish of yours and even before that wish being fulfilled that moment does it for you!!!!

A wish already done… that one presence of his his words anything bout him did become that precious that complete heart of your life right there walking breathing and just being his beautiful self that he is everything I say!!!!!!

That evening lights still up watching that Chico of yours that one evening with him rushing through you and that very moment that sound of your most fav songs saaathiya ye tune kya Kiya playing and that rush to see where who how did that happen check the off and your mom on the fone watching some video wit the track still playing that one Khushi charloe of just finding him in that very moment there when yo missed him that bad was beyond magic!!!!!!

Waaaay beyond magic too!!!!!

U still donno how anything in your life did become Him anything to almost everything not intentionally but just that beautifully bit by bit moment after moment this beautifully all Him!!!!