once you know it like this is it for you...
you can never really undo that feeling !!
no matter what you do what happens like that one strong feeling inside of you - this is it remains unchangeable and irreplaceable...
ever since that moment def must have given wrong signal with that smile while seeing that pic of yours that the guy tries to have a talk the next day and the next day after that actually ends up talking to your mom with a hi and where to find the cable guy kinda lame stuff.....
i mean who aaj kal ke time pe asks somebody else for a cable internet kinda help....
like how lame do you really need to be....
knowing your mom she was more than willing to offer the help she had no idea bout !!
calls you out bout how the guy was into mens line and it would be great as a collab too and stuff.....
always walking away both from the conversation the need to reply and that visual of her being happily talking to the guy like that one visual again......
it used to make you happy seeing him talk to her bout you.....
telling her things bout you that annoyed him and how did that that day how you cant even walk straight without trippin over and stuff bout you.....
just to live that feeeeeeeeeeeeling of him talking bout you like you know knowing you way more than your mom did to the person who thought she knew you the most.......
was a beauuuuty beyond BEYOND words....
knowing your mom and her ways of noticing someone speciallya guy trying to talk to you indirectly and then telling you how nice the guy was i mean two three meets the guy becomes nice ??!!!!!!!!
like that sniff of it all heading somewhere familiar was smthing that was only growing by the day....
to this one day when the guy talks bout giving away a few massive mirros as the place upstairs was smaller and wouldnt fit them and your mom without asking you agrees for it.....
and before you know you get a call from the guy on your fone is when you realize your mom shared the number and was asking when to leave the mirros and some business proposal that the guy had on mind......
guy comes over with the mirrors firstly you pay for it and then have that straight talk with your mom....
tell her what and how you exactly felt in all those moments....
when you couldnt take that visual of her talking to the guy and then calling you over how you need to talk more and stuff like that liek you couldnt see that space being shared to live that visual of living someone else and her calling you over to talk with the guy looking at you and smiling......
who hoteee nai ek casual moments aur ek hotaaa whoo set up wala moment like it screams with set up written all over it.....
the way she still looks at you weird that confused look and you tell her again imagine when you cant see it all that way even with her being that way nice to some guy wanting you to talk too......
it was getting weirder at work like almost everyday where she started to come often now like it all got that weirder....
she maybe right in her way but its that thing charlie its not bout to get it sorted to live it sorted way like you know complete a task sort of thing.... when she keeps saying who is going to look after you as she is not growing any younger kinda usual blackmail stuff her wishes her dreams as a mom and you just sit there with that yeah right i never had any wishes or dreams right !!!!!
like where is the what you want what you wish how and what you see it as what you wanted to see it as live it as.....
but the most beautiful madness being living him in these most ironically hilarious moments too.....
like you see him in some situation and walk back with that smile and lil converstaion running inside of you......
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays you still live in the most ironic situation and how it still leaves you with a smile cause you just saw him lived him there in that very moment...
you can never really undo that feeling !!
no matter what you do what happens like that one strong feeling inside of you - this is it remains unchangeable and irreplaceable...
ever since that moment def must have given wrong signal with that smile while seeing that pic of yours that the guy tries to have a talk the next day and the next day after that actually ends up talking to your mom with a hi and where to find the cable guy kinda lame stuff.....
i mean who aaj kal ke time pe asks somebody else for a cable internet kinda help....
like how lame do you really need to be....
knowing your mom she was more than willing to offer the help she had no idea bout !!
calls you out bout how the guy was into mens line and it would be great as a collab too and stuff.....
always walking away both from the conversation the need to reply and that visual of her being happily talking to the guy like that one visual again......
it used to make you happy seeing him talk to her bout you.....
telling her things bout you that annoyed him and how did that that day how you cant even walk straight without trippin over and stuff bout you.....
just to live that feeeeeeeeeeeeling of him talking bout you like you know knowing you way more than your mom did to the person who thought she knew you the most.......
was a beauuuuty beyond BEYOND words....
knowing your mom and her ways of noticing someone speciallya guy trying to talk to you indirectly and then telling you how nice the guy was i mean two three meets the guy becomes nice ??!!!!!!!!
like that sniff of it all heading somewhere familiar was smthing that was only growing by the day....
to this one day when the guy talks bout giving away a few massive mirros as the place upstairs was smaller and wouldnt fit them and your mom without asking you agrees for it.....
and before you know you get a call from the guy on your fone is when you realize your mom shared the number and was asking when to leave the mirros and some business proposal that the guy had on mind......
guy comes over with the mirrors firstly you pay for it and then have that straight talk with your mom....
tell her what and how you exactly felt in all those moments....
when you couldnt take that visual of her talking to the guy and then calling you over how you need to talk more and stuff like that liek you couldnt see that space being shared to live that visual of living someone else and her calling you over to talk with the guy looking at you and smiling......
who hoteee nai ek casual moments aur ek hotaaa whoo set up wala moment like it screams with set up written all over it.....
the way she still looks at you weird that confused look and you tell her again imagine when you cant see it all that way even with her being that way nice to some guy wanting you to talk too......
it was getting weirder at work like almost everyday where she started to come often now like it all got that weirder....
she maybe right in her way but its that thing charlie its not bout to get it sorted to live it sorted way like you know complete a task sort of thing.... when she keeps saying who is going to look after you as she is not growing any younger kinda usual blackmail stuff her wishes her dreams as a mom and you just sit there with that yeah right i never had any wishes or dreams right !!!!!
like where is the what you want what you wish how and what you see it as what you wanted to see it as live it as.....
but the most beautiful madness being living him in these most ironically hilarious moments too.....
like you see him in some situation and walk back with that smile and lil converstaion running inside of you......
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays you still live in the most ironic situation and how it still leaves you with a smile cause you just saw him lived him there in that very moment...
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