to the day today when walking one store to the other doing some timepass jsut so you could just be all by yourself with his music playing and you realize you were outside his jack n jones store.....
step in and look around and this one blue shirt and that very same sec like you could almost see him there that very momnet in that shirt.....
pick it up and come back home.....
put it with the rest of the stuff that you have for the imaginary him now in your life.....
donno why you did what you did ......
but in that moment that whole feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of him with the vibe of jack n jones memory with you and today when you know you could afford it and buy it for him you just wanted to.....
its that feeeeeeeeeling everytime you see jack n jones how anyting for you but the sec you ask him to buy those many shirts that you loooooooooved on him the way he says too expensive that i wouldnt spend on me tu pehenti tho bol.....
that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that one helpless feeeeeeeeling back then when obvsly you couldnt afford to buy it either for him but that one wish one strong wish you made back then with that thing of someday you will buy it for him.....
lil did you know nai back then !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you will have the shirt but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why you did aaj bhi even thinking of it now still dosnt make sense but that feeeeeeling you can never fight or get over.... its that beautiful urge need kinda thing with those memories of him in the trial room looking adoooooooooooooooorably delicious in each one of them.....
who hotaaaa nai ye pehno who pehno cause it was the first time he was atcually trying smthing on and you get to see him in stuff that you were picking for him.... the colors the different patterns that you wanted to see him in and then to live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him looking that bit more beauuuutiful in each one of them.....
to this blue shirt today that you couldnt help but pick it.......
crazy lil heart i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beautifully ignorant...
step in and look around and this one blue shirt and that very same sec like you could almost see him there that very momnet in that shirt.....
pick it up and come back home.....
put it with the rest of the stuff that you have for the imaginary him now in your life.....
donno why you did what you did ......
but in that moment that whole feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of him with the vibe of jack n jones memory with you and today when you know you could afford it and buy it for him you just wanted to.....
its that feeeeeeeeeling everytime you see jack n jones how anyting for you but the sec you ask him to buy those many shirts that you loooooooooved on him the way he says too expensive that i wouldnt spend on me tu pehenti tho bol.....
that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that one helpless feeeeeeeeling back then when obvsly you couldnt afford to buy it either for him but that one wish one strong wish you made back then with that thing of someday you will buy it for him.....
lil did you know nai back then !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you will have the shirt but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why you did aaj bhi even thinking of it now still dosnt make sense but that feeeeeeling you can never fight or get over.... its that beautiful urge need kinda thing with those memories of him in the trial room looking adoooooooooooooooorably delicious in each one of them.....
who hotaaaa nai ye pehno who pehno cause it was the first time he was atcually trying smthing on and you get to see him in stuff that you were picking for him.... the colors the different patterns that you wanted to see him in and then to live that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him looking that bit more beauuuutiful in each one of them.....
to this blue shirt today that you couldnt help but pick it.......
crazy lil heart i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that beautifully ignorant...
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