days after and that same similar dream of his again.....
where you almost wake up to him every other day and then there is that one moment that one familiar way of his waking you up and that shakes you up the same way that bad !!!!!!!
trying to push you with his head trying to you know wake you up cause he is upset over smthing and wants you to be up and be there for him..... like finding that comfort spot the way he keeps moving calling your name out karely karely that one restless tone of his voice and the way he tries to hold your hand closer to him under his arm holding you closer keeping the grip stronger just so you dont move.....
and that one feeeeeeeeeeeel after the movie specially wakes you up and the first senseless thing that leads to like always is unblocking him....
i swear charlie it must be the zillionth time that you did that and whoo bhi not wanting to but the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that one feeeeeeeeel that one sharing that moment with him always make you feel after....
there is no way but to just live that feeling of having been there for him despite of knowing you are least wanted !!!!!!!!
smthings you just cant help !!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant fight that feeling could never learn to !!
so the movie was imagine that !!!!!
prolly the cutest dad daughter movies that youve actually rarely seen....
initially you wanted to pause it away but as the movie goes you realize it had these bits of beatles tracks all through and that sort of made you hold onto the movie and actually see it through the end....
this one moment when the daughter holds onto the daddys arm while sleeping not letting him go and that saaaaaaaaame moment of him at his place prolly second or third meet when he demands to see you the first thing in the morning one of those things that he does for the first time after bup.....
where the night before he was chatting with you till morning hours to having slept an hour or less and demands to see you the first thing in the morning do as said and after a few moments he actually fall asleep holding you away.....
that one sec you look around for water or smthing and you jus bout turn for the bottle and teh waaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds onto your arm the same way tucks it away under his arm and turns to the side pulling you away closer holding you and goes back to sleep.... making that one usual signature sleep sound of his murmuring smthing away....
those few mins of living him do that with you the waaaaaaaaaaay it takes you back to those zillion fone calls wheer you were thaaat used to hearing him do that jus before falling asleep.... there was you living that sleep sound of his after years for real living it visually for the first time....
holding your arm tucking it away under his and pulling you closer just so you dont move and stay that way with him.... making those beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable sleep sounds.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa just reliving it now howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu adooooooooooorable lil big beautiful thing i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where you almost wake up to him every other day and then there is that one moment that one familiar way of his waking you up and that shakes you up the same way that bad !!!!!!!
trying to push you with his head trying to you know wake you up cause he is upset over smthing and wants you to be up and be there for him..... like finding that comfort spot the way he keeps moving calling your name out karely karely that one restless tone of his voice and the way he tries to hold your hand closer to him under his arm holding you closer keeping the grip stronger just so you dont move.....
and that one feeeeeeeeeeeel after the movie specially wakes you up and the first senseless thing that leads to like always is unblocking him....
i swear charlie it must be the zillionth time that you did that and whoo bhi not wanting to but the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that one feeeeeeeeel that one sharing that moment with him always make you feel after....
there is no way but to just live that feeling of having been there for him despite of knowing you are least wanted !!!!!!!!
smthings you just cant help !!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant fight that feeling could never learn to !!
so the movie was imagine that !!!!!
prolly the cutest dad daughter movies that youve actually rarely seen....
initially you wanted to pause it away but as the movie goes you realize it had these bits of beatles tracks all through and that sort of made you hold onto the movie and actually see it through the end....
this one moment when the daughter holds onto the daddys arm while sleeping not letting him go and that saaaaaaaaame moment of him at his place prolly second or third meet when he demands to see you the first thing in the morning one of those things that he does for the first time after bup.....
where the night before he was chatting with you till morning hours to having slept an hour or less and demands to see you the first thing in the morning do as said and after a few moments he actually fall asleep holding you away.....
that one sec you look around for water or smthing and you jus bout turn for the bottle and teh waaaaaaaaaaaay he just holds onto your arm the same way tucks it away under his arm and turns to the side pulling you away closer holding you and goes back to sleep.... making that one usual signature sleep sound of his murmuring smthing away....
those few mins of living him do that with you the waaaaaaaaaaay it takes you back to those zillion fone calls wheer you were thaaat used to hearing him do that jus before falling asleep.... there was you living that sleep sound of his after years for real living it visually for the first time....
holding your arm tucking it away under his and pulling you closer just so you dont move and stay that way with him.... making those beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully adooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorable sleep sounds.....
ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa just reliving it now howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu adooooooooooorable lil big beautiful thing i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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