Saturday, 7 December 2019

Taara...

this mommy cat at the studio place who is now Taara, again named for the obvs reason.....

its a stray one and youve been noticing it since day 1 and only recently did see the babies of the mommy cat and one of them was hurting for some reason and the way the mommy cat sort of pushed the kitten from the main road sort of place to a much closer spot with some sort of fence on one side and then lay close to  the kitten and the way the kitten moves closer to the mommy cat and almost with her head over the mommy cat kept making those baby sounds having that comforting chat with the mommy cat.....

just watching them over few mins and that feeling as you watch the mommy cat keeps licking the baby showering the much needed love n attention as the baby was hurting for some reason....

this is the time where you named the mommy cat Taara for the obvs reason of his song for you...... tumhe se baba tumhe se bachpan...... 

head out bring over some milk and try to place it closest to the mommy and the way first thing mommy does is try to move her head over the baby waking up the baby and the sec it was up pushing the baby closer to the container with milk lets the baby sip it away first and then has the rest.....

ever since then the sec you reach the studio and getting off the car the way the mommy starts talking to you with her constant meows some you return back and the way she actually comes closer everytime you reply her with a meow mostly in the same tones as her meow sounds....

like you know versions of meows you know when she wants the milk kinda meow or when she is just talking to you kinda meow or when she is calling her baby kinda meow to join her for the milk....

like she is the first thing that you see now soon as you reach the studio like she actually walks with you from the gate to the door and then stays there knowing you will be out any min with her food.....

and this one day you actually adding the milk in her box and you realize there was someone else sitting beside you on the stairs as you turn around....

some guy clicking your pic and then tells you immediately not to get offended but  the moment of noticing a cat actually talking to the person feeding her amused the guy as they dont tend to connect or be affectionate as the dogs when it comes to matters of feeding them....

and you just ask the guy for the pic cutting the topic away and shows it over the guys fone it was your side profile with most of it being just your hair and the cat in the picture.... the guy apologizes for the same saying couldnt help it and all and asks you if you wanted the guy to send you the pic as it was a beautiful one or to just hit delete and you ask for the fone and delete it yourself instead.....

get off and bout to walk away after deleting the pic introduces as manas who has moved into the same one and had a mens wear line of his own and asks you about the stuff you do and all and you just walk away from there.....

that one moment of being clicked by some other guy after years for the first time and then seeing your pic over someone elses fone was beautiful and that weird.....

it was a beautiful shot but that feeeeeeeeeeeeeling the sec you see it it makes you smile cause in that moment you were seeing yourself back then on his fone living that moment of him taking your pic for the first time with gulmohars in hand..... could barely see any of you and yet to just live that moment of him taking your picture made you the happiest....

it was when you dint even know it was love....

there was that sense of khushi though you cuoldnt even see any of you like your face not even a bit and yet there was that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful sense of khushi rushing through you that made you feel like the most beautiful one on the planet i say..... with just hands in the pic too !!

that moment when you realize it wasnt him sitting next to you it wasnt him clicking your picture it wasnt him sharing a moment of you with you it just felt all that weird......

some moments nai sort of make you re realize how even for the simplest of moments it couldnt be anybody else for you.....

even the after feels of that moment lived and you were all the more lost back in that moment those moments with him.....

like from the very start and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it all just rushed through you.....

right from the very start.....




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